I decided the title of my post today because I want to write about this song so much. I was listening to it just a while ago (in fact I want to listen to it now too~) and I had so many scenes and thoughts running in my mind. Anyway in the end I'm like listening to iitai dake. *laughs* Koyashige. So cute. Anyway I'm like on ecstasy and smiling to myself so much~
But on a sad note, just to write about what happened on 7th Oct 2011. I was still fangirling on dono what thing, but when I went home, I read someone's fb, and it showed a picture of NEWS in soukan.. Then I didn't know why it was there, but somehow when I read the comments, it said something of NEWS becoming 4 members, but it wasn't clear. So when I was reading it, I was a little sad, but I didn't expect it to be real. I thought it was just some thoughts of fans. In the end, I tried to find more info, I realised it was true because I found the news report. Then when I went to read my jweb, indeed the news was there. With every member's comment. Really at that moment I found myself sobbing so hard, as if my heart went hollow. 心被掏空的感觉。Then I cried (with pauses and intervals of course) for at least 3 hours. I couldn't sleep because whenever I close my eyes, all the emotions come overwhelming me. But after 2 weeks, I have recovered. I can watch their old performances, and laugh at all their silly acts.
However, I'm still sad. The first few days I could just cry without any reasons. Now I've recovered, but just now when Aria said the date out, I suddenly felt sad, though not crying yet. And I came to check this blog, I happened to see my last post. Exactly same date. Last year.
It's not that I'm not going to support or like or love them. It's just that I love the chemistry and bonding between them. Fighting man single was even released on Ryo's birthday. I shall do a review on Fighting Man when I have the time. Most probably a week after. And I want to read on my previous post. Not only that, last time when it happened, I've decided to choose a song daily (though I might have to change this since I don't think I'll really have such ample time to do this) and read the song, interpret the lyrics, choose my favourite lines and explain what makes me love the song. And my first impression of that song.
I wonder if it was my intuition last time. But I was crying hard on the concert when I saw them walking out during the opening. I even told Sakura that it's the last time I can see them. Indeed. It was.
So moving to Winter Moon. I feel that it's such a danceable number NEWS HAS TO PERFORM IT LIVE!!! Now that there's no Pi and Ryo (and I realised I didn't exactly mention what happened on that day. I probably was trying to run away from the facts?) I wonder how the song will be performed. It will never be the same as how it was in my mind. Anyway, the type of dance should be a little ballet like? Very Johnny's style dance. Plus R&B style like how they did it in izanaizuki. And like how 5566 did in "tiao bo" and Cyndi in "lian ai jie zhou". :) Really could imagine how graceful and powerful the dance will be. They can wear things similar to Sakura Girl. :)
And I love the song so much!!!!!!!!!!! The flow, the tempo, the melody.. Everything. I'm starting the song right now. And I'll try to write my feelings. The piano.. How the tone changes from left to right and left. The bass. How it was like dupp dupp.. Pi's voice.. soothing.. kei singing with someone harmonizing.. massu! tego.. ubaitai~~~~!! and the dance starts.. sad.. sad song.. but still beautiful.. odoru winter moon~ how it was soft and goes light.. in the end..
ryo.. thump~~ shige.. i wonder who was harmonizing.. pi! massu~ anata ni, oboretai!!! motto fukaku kuchizukete.... piano interlude.. then it comes.. faster tempo.. harder bass.. faster dance step.. power dance steps.. mamoru yo winter moon. then it will come to a beautiful turn and ending.
So that's all~ :)
