Because I'm delusional. I tried looking through lists of songs of Johnny's groups. None of them has created a song fully by their group. Except NEWS. 6P NEWS. :) :D

Kinki kids has done it but like individually. One does the lyrics another will take charge of the song. Tegomass did it once. And also just wrote the lyrics as Tegomass once. But when it comes to doing a song together, no. And I just wonder, if it's really NEWS that came out with the song. If it is then it's really great because that means each one puts in effort for the song~

言いたいだけ

ね、ね、山ピーが「一所懸命」を使って、「一生懸命」じゃないです。
じゃどうする？
ところで、山ピーがすごく格好いいでしょう？
運転してるときこそ！
そして使ってる言葉も！

やばい～
もっと好きになりそう～
もっともっとよ！
じゃこれ以上です。

Point form because I have to sleep and be awake in 4 hours time!

• couldn't fall asleep
• watched route 66 in the end
• Pi was so cute!!! Especially when he speaks english!
• Gosh his english is good! Not fair!
• Ok so he got practices and notes before he went there, no wonder for his good english
• Actually, he's still a beginner~ Ok more motivation for me to learn good Japanese!!
• The lady asked him "why are you here?" and he hesitated for a while, because he didn't get the question. Yeah very good because I don't like him to be all perfect.
• HE LOOKS SO SO SO GOOD WHILE DRIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• I love him! More fangirling!
• Before sleeping, had to read that Jweb email and got myself excited for nothing. Because Pi has updates on his "GOODS" section and for once I thought it was Route 66 merchandise. It's just photos. But I still want them. Now. Because I know it will be full of smiles~ :)
• Then I went Johnny's net to look for information. And I had to click on that Jnet new year message.
• The main highlight of this post:
• Massu's "GET!" or 「ゲッツ」totally made me cry more than once. It's making me insane!! Turning me crazy!!
• Because Pi used that in his Xmas video, that he made for fans who bought his DVD!!
• I don't care if that's a trend in Japan now or what, Massu and Pi used it!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!
• Massu's driving me insane with his "GET!"!!!
• Then right after I repeated, I realised Tego and Kei said Pi's name!!
• And I watched again, and I cried again.
• At first Kei was saying something like "is this how he is always like in Tegomass" or something got to do with Tegomass.
• Then suddenly Tego continued saying like "Pi used that..." and it sounds like Pi was using that in the door or room beside or something. Then I realised Kei and Tego both looked to their left, it's as if Pi is watching them from there. 
• And suddenly they ended abruptly..
• Most importantly, it was cut off somewhere, and Kei was looking at his left too and he had an "EH?" reaction and said "Eh?!" if I didn't remember wrongly.
• The thing is, it was cut off right at that moment.
• I wonder if Pi walked by or something and they saw him and kei made some contact with him or what. I don't know.
• Lastly, Ryo only contributed a "yeah~" and "Achooo~" in K8's video. 
• It made me remember MassuPi's "Just Do It!"... *laughs*

Gotta sleep because I'm only left with 4 hours and less. Argh~ I hate you NEWS and Pi for making it such a hard time for me right now!! Plus K8 whom I also occasionally check through now~ 

Lastly...

Massu's making me insane with his 「ゲッツ」!!!!! Because it's like finally I'm seeing some member ai~ When someone's not around anymore. Ahhhhhhhh... My tears.. 

Never Ending Wonderful Story @ Johnny's Countdown

RT @satochicchi: 東京ドームにいたNEWSガールと、テレビの前で見守っていた全てのNEWSガールに伝えたい。東京ドームで新生NEWSが希望を歌ってた時、亮ちゃんは腕を組んでモニター見上げて、微動だにしなかったんだ。曲の間ずっと。メンバーも、エイターも、京セラドームにいたみんなが踊っていた中で。
RT @satochicchi: 亮ちゃんのあんな顔、見たことない。 頭から離れない。きっとずっと、あの顔は忘れられない。 亮ちゃんがあんな顔するなんて、どんな思いだったんだろうと思うと、胸が苦しくて苦しくてたまらない。

The above was posted by my FB list on FB. Thank goodness for her if not I'll never know the backstage news. Or NEWS. I just burst out crying when I read that. And I almost understood what kind of face and feeling that Ryo might be showing. When I didn't really fully try to understand the text. Now I shall try to understand the whole situation again.

I hope I interpreted it correctly. So when NEWS was performing Kibou Yell, Ryo was looking up at the screen totally still. All the while during the song. And by the description, Ryo was holding his arms, looking up at the monitor, totally standing still.

I shall continue later. Yesterday was a long day for me and so much to blog about.

EDIT@0356

Anyway, don't really have the time to update. So I'll do it in point form again!!! Love point forms~

• Subscribed to IPTV
• Watched JCD and CDTV together!
• Missed NEWS's comment in JCD for someone's performance in CDTV. Forgot who.
• When K8 appeared, I mistook the opening tune for Sakura Girl and screamed OUT LOUD at home.
• Then I realised it was K8. And I forgot what song they performed.
• And Ryo was a darling dressing up as a girl!
• NEWS performed Kibou Yell (don't know why but felt that I had some feelings that will be the most touching song ever if Shinsei NEWS were to perform any songs) and I cried so hard. Wasn't even able to concentrate on the song. 
• NEWS Saikou!
• No Pi. Had mental preparations but still had expectations.
• Love K8 suddenly. Sudden gush of feelings yesterday while watching
• Saw Pi in CDTV. kakkoi!!!!!!!!!!!
• I think he sang live. Full song. Really. Live. Full song. :) :) :)
• Even chorus. I think Pi really sang live.
• I think somehow during concerts, Pi must have sang live too. (Being delusional somehow)
• Saw Jin in CDTV.
• Saw Kisumai but I wonder why were they there too. And they had that soba!! I want! And they said it's Johnny's teiban shougatsu soba. Ok. So I wondered if Pi had it too. Then I remembered about Jin. *laughs* So I wondered if the two of them had it. I bet that's the one that Koyashige had during that year when NEWS was suspended.
• Then I can't help thinking probably Pi was at the JCD live backstage somehow. 
• Then today I was stupid enough to watch last year's JCD. I cried when NEWS performed. Especially seeing that Ryo was performing together with them.
• Then I also read FB where someone posted about a fan's observations during K8 Countdown concert, which was above, and I was crying hard.
• Ryo why must you!! You're like 「見守ってるから、頑張るぞ！大丈夫、できるよ！離れってもここにいるよ！」それとも「こんな感じですか？もう一緒に歌ってられない。ここに立っただけ。」 .
• Suddenly I'm tearing thinking of Ryo's facial expressions and thoughts that he might be having during that time. 
• The truth is I want to find someone I can cry with. And about stupid things like NEWS can never be 6P again.
• I just spent some time doing a JE secret.
• How can they name themselves N.E.W.S. when they did not deliver their promise as N.E.W.S.? I mean Never Ending Wonderful Story.

I guess I shall end here and move on with another thing. That is 2011 meme that I stole somewhere~


EDIT@0505

I forgot to mention that I have questions for Pi. At first I didn't submit the one on Jweb and I was so sad. I could have told him I'm learning japanese and I found it hard. So how does he learn his english and improve. Ya. Or how should I study Japanese to make it better. Now I have another question. I want to ask him: Name a memory you had with 6P NEWS, the most memorable one or that you treasure very much or left a deep impression in your mind, during work and during private life. I could already think of some memories for work wise. Such as 24hrTV, comeback during 06-07 JCD, Pacific Tokyo Dome, 'share'... Personal, I think he may mention about that xmas party, hot spring, meal (but still during concert tour trip, so partially work). Or rather, I think I want to ask him, what did "NEWS" meant to his life until now. Ya..

EDIT@0600

I forgot to mention one thing. I wasn't really happy at all. But yet, I managed to squeeze my face into the fan recording of pi's documentary. YEAH. My uchiwa wasn't even shown properly. I would rather my uchiwa to show than my face to show. Pi!!!!