I love NEWS

I LOVE NEWS

The above is known by everyone. But I just have to repeat it over and over.

NEWS IS LOVE

Seriously. NEWS! I want to meet you guys again!! Pi is so gorgeous!! Anyway, I still think about the time he looked at my uchiwa. Yes, I doubted that, but I realised it's better to believe that he looked at me and be happy, than he looked at somewhere else.

And I got that "confirmation" look from him isn't it? *laughs* They were walking down that aisle. We were all waving and screaming. I know he's looking our way, I was waving my uchiwa. He saw it, and he had that "huh" expression, and an "oh?" mouth. That was what I really remembered. Then he looked at me? It all happened in seconds. I jumped, he smiled. He waved and smiled.

Ah, stolen from someone, I can die a happy fangirl.

NEWS!

絶対忘れない

My goodness! I have to blog about this even thought it's late and I only have 10 mins to do it! *cries*

Alright, I went for many concerts, and I made an uchiwa in Osaka! :) The helpful lady gave me the idea of 「シンガポールから来たよ」instead just "Singapore" and also I added a "yamapi" on the other side of the poster for additional 900 yen. Total was 3000 yen, not including price of uchiwa and all.

Tokyo Dome Day 1
So I went for Tokyo Dome Day 1. I held it in front of me every time, and when someone walked past or look towards us I'll try to hold it up as much as possible. But I don't know why, they were always not looking at my side, or always looking away~ Ahhh. The only time which I thought my message was sent through was when Ryo and Shige went above us and they looked down. I have a high sentiment that Ryo really saw my uchiwa. Probably he saw, but he didn't read it, or he read, but he didn't not put it as a big priority or something.

Shige I wasn't sure. Just pure guessing.

Probably Tego and Massu had glanced through it too, since they looked at my way once or twice, like those fast glancing? Yes.

Pi totally none I guess. Very. Every time he was there, he would look somewhere else I don't know why.

Kei was busy looking at the top and probably the arena seats. I don't really remember, but he did not notice me definitely. Alright. And that's how my Day 1 ended.

Tokyo Dome Day 2
Ok, so on day 2, I got my arena seat! By the way Day 1 was row 6 stand seat so it was still close you see. It's arena seat for Day 2! Yeah! Anyway I held much hope during the start of the concert.

So it started, Pi walked past and he looked at the other side of the walkway. Fine. Shige walked past, he looked at the other side and the front. Then many others walked past so many times, either they were concentrating on the other side, or they were looking away just when they walked pass my area. I don't know why. But I pitied the 2 Kei fangirls beside us because Kei was totally not looking towards our side!!

Then the more it went by, the more I thought I had no hope. Until they went around on the balloons. Shige went above us. He looked down. He pointed!!!!! To the person behind me probably, because I could sense that his eyes were not on me. True enough, there were Shige fans holding "Murarisuto Shige" uchiwa. Probably it was her. But if it wasn't me I would have been very happy too. It was kind of near anyway.

Then Ryo came above us. He looked down as well. I think he really saw it because he was reading all uchiwa. Really. But he didn't make any special movements or anything. He just smiled, danced, jumped, sang.

Then with so many attempts, I didn't give up of course, but I finally didn't hope that much as well I think.

Then during the last song, "Share", they finished it and had to walk down the walkway to the end stage. 6 of them walked. Finally. I was like "finally many ppl! They might look this way!" kind of thought, who knows.

They walked, I waved. Did I? Forgot. Anyway, I was looking at them, and I was probably really focusing on Pi very much, who knows. And seems like he was reading many uchiwa as well! Then suddenly, he facial changed. I knew it. Our eyes really met. I know they met. But in my heart I really didn't know if that was true. So I sort of double checked. And it was all in seconds. He was pointing, smiling so hard, and I was jumping so hard the moment he pointed! He was like really doing the pointing action, not just putting the finger there. He was doing it to make sure it gets across to me!! I was jumping and he was smiling.

Before I knew it he walked past us. But that was the best moment. My goodness. I couldn't believe it. Then I felt it, and I was tearing.

Alright. He saw it. I'm very contented. :) The end.

Kyocera Day 2 LIVE LIVE LIVE

Yeah! It was yesterday, just thought I should write down the points before I mixed them up with the concert later.

-massu nearly kissed (or kissed?) ryo during one part, ryo sneaked away from massu when they meet again in another song, while walking along the path around the dome
-tegokei pair very sweet.
-shigepi looks awkward, when they walking towards each other shige smiled embarrassingly
-pi sang live for last few line in one in a million. sang live for one moment but realised they played the original track?
-massu did something cute during tegomass segment
-ryopi very cool together, comfortable.
-ryo super high, jumping on the balloon.
-pi sang live!! many songs!
-shige sang live!
-kei sang live!

alright, cant remember already.
gotta prepare!
ja ne!

-massu super high during koi no abo encore. he swayed his hips so much and swinging the towel. pi started it. the towel.

LIVE

Yeah! A new album and previews were already out! Well I've listened to all previews and I have a sudden urge to write down certain reviews!

Aki no Sora - Heard the preview days ago, and thought it sounded very fast tempo or rushed or.. Just a song which doesn't really sound right. And strangely, today Massu played a preview of this song, and when I heard it from the start, it was really a beautiful song and the chorus sounded so much better. And when I went back and listened to the preview, suddenly the chorus sounded sad and slow. *laughs*

Supernatural - Heard the first time, not a strong impression but I guess I like it slightly already. And after a few times, I really love it and how the feel is like. It sounded more autumn than Aki no Sora. *laughs* I even had the song in my head the whole day when it was only a short preview.

Wonderland - Sounded familiar. And now I realised what it sounded like. Wu Xian by FIR and also evolution by Ayu. *laughs* Love this song just through the preview.

Endless Summer - I wonder if it was because of Pi's voice, but I love it the moment I heard the song. Preview I mean. And now that I listened to it a few times more, I realised it was only Pi's voice and I really love the whole melody. Must be a beautiful song!!

The rest are still ok. Hopefully I'm able to give a full review of this album before the concert starts!

EDIT:

DTF - Very Arashi!! Even until now. Then also a feel of something else but can't think of it yet. Maybe it's anime, it's drama, it's mandopop.

BE FUNKY!

Happy Birthday Shige(ruya)! *laughs* Shige-lujah~ Chance!

Alright, most importantly, wishing Dear Shige a very happy birthday~

Then "BF" is out and I love the song very very much!! When I first heard it in Troubleman, it was ok. Catchy but not like love the song yet. Now when I heard the full song, I really love it very very much! Slightly similar to Happy Birthday, the 2 different verses are slightly different. I don't really sound right. But that's what I meant. Love it love it love it!!!! Pi and Tego's part! At the second verse!! I want to listen to the parts again!!

And I got hold of many NEWS old singles. Happy! Though it was a long time ago, slightly. *laughs*

Alright, I shall go off~! Happy Birthday!! BE FUNKY!

EDIT:
AH~!!!!!!!!!!! I love BF so much so much!! Pi and Tego are only singing a certain part in the verse, and they reversed their turns in 2 verses. First Pi then Tego, then Tego then Pi~! So during first verse their parts were sung this way, then when they moved on to second verse, it was sung the other way when the BGM stayed the same!!! So meaning you can sing the second verse way in the first verse or vice versa!!! So cool!!! I love Pi's "ah~ itsuka kara dakara" and Tego's singing the same part in the second verse!! Then their "Hashiri dase" sounds so good!!! Love their voices together! Pi's voice is slightly nasal, but it matches very well with Tego's powerful voice!!

Then I realised I love Ryo's voice in the second verse too!! He sounds so MAN!! Oh my~!! Now I really love this song to bits!!

Omedetou!

Happy Birthday Massu~! :)

Anyway, I've always remembered his birthday as today so I hope I did not make a mistake. *oops*

I watched your butai last year! That makes you the first johnny's I've ever seen in my life live!!! :) I can't write much but I'll continue tomorrow!

Massu!! *loves*

Some fangirling

Just watched a fan cam of SBS 22 Nov 2nd show, which had Tackey~ :) I was there!! *laughs* Ahh, and I miss Pi's "Kiss kara hajimaru MYSTERY" if I'm not wrong about the title. Even though I said I was very addicted to "Yours Baby" that time, it seems like I'm very addicted to this song too~ By Kinki Kids, and it was the first back dancing Pi had done. So I deciphered it correctly, that time when I heard the MC~ *laughs*

With this, and thinking of the new song titles of One in a million~ They are:

Flavor Favor For You
World is yours

The moment I read "World is yours", I thought of Tego's "You ~world is yours~" and I thought I remembered wrongly. But indeed that was the title, and I thought Pi was singing the same song probably~ But it was not! It's a song written and composed by Pi!!! Oh my~!! So excited!! I just hope FFFY is not gonna be a cheeky song. But I'm really hoping that there'll be more ballads in this single~!

Before anything, I shall just wait patiently~ :)

New Single Release!

Just a short one because I have to sleep already!!!

Pi is releasing a new single!! Title, "One in a million"~ Very cliche, but it's Pi.

Have many thoughts, so I shall put them in point form~

• 2 untitled songs, hope at least 1 song written by Pi
• "My dear" seems like another ballad, I hope it's a sweet song or a ballad~
• Probably like "Loveless", this single will be full of english songs
• "Kuchizuke de ADIOSU" is probably a song with Latin feel
• "One in a million" is gonna be a dance number, but I hope for a R&B style~
• I predict NO solo concert for Pi even with new release of single
• 50 minutes clip, I hope for MC, "Eternal" performance and final encore part.
• Because of my selfishness, I hope for "myself" in the DVD, (+ aggie) 
• Only includes opening, MC and encore because I still hope for a DVD release
• New Hairstyle (Probably straight and neat type)
• New single release for NEWS probably in late Oct, winter/spring concert
• Pi's album end of year/Next year???
• Pi's Concert DVD, first show + various clips from different shows, special clip of Osaka show
• Concert DVD probably released during Sep, 8 Sep

The end, more but have to think. Yeah! New single!! :)

Sakura Girl Single

Got to listen to the leaks since just now, and have been spamming the songs with my $155 earphones~ *laughs* And I totally spammed my feelings onto a notepad before trying to organize my thoughts now. I shall write down some of my feelings and review of the songs? Anyway they are tentative since I'll grow to love all songs eventually~ *laughs*

Sakura Girl

When I first heard it, I know it is a nice song. Just a few times I grew to love this song very much. 

Well, that was what I tried to squeeze out, because I have written too much before this single or this song was finally released. By the way, I shall write some thoughts on the PV here then, since I'm on this song. *laughs* I thought everyone was good at their actings!! :) Tego's tear seemed so real!! Su noticed how JE boys have their walking stances. The shoulders~ And I love Kei's part where he buried his face in his hands. Then Shige's was good too! But not as good as Ryo's where he got slapped. I really love how they made those movements in slow motion~ Probably Pi's was the most common and least interesting? But well, I'm bias somehow~ Anyway, I realised something which I believe some fans might not have. They lip-synced at places where they were ditched. Individually. Not together, together they were walking to the sakura tree. Generally these were my thoughts, not much on the rest though. The feeling created, the atmosphere created was just nice, because this isn't a happy song anyway~

Another thing was about the dance. I love it!! Hehehe.. I really hope to see them performing live for this song!! And I hope to see the full dance! Massu's chest popping~ *laughs*

Anata ga Tonari ni Iru dake de

Heard the full preview. Song quality was slightly bad, so didn't really enjoy the whole song. First thought, 5566. *laughs* But really a heart warming song, and I think I'll love it eventually. It's just a matter of time. Then when I heard the song just now, I know I love the harmonious feeling already. It's a very warm song, and definitely suited for encore~ *laughs* If I really focus I think I can cry with this song!! Hehehe.. 

The song is playing now. I have the second review part. Oh sorry I don't. I think it was all in my head. But it's such an easy song to learn~ I think I will sing this very often next time~ Although heart warming, but I can't really feel it now, probably because I was more obsessed on another song~

FREEDOM

Heard half preview, not so good quality too. And first thought, MJ. *laughs* But anyway, not very NEWS style, seriously. Then slowly, even though it was only a few times, I thought I'll love this song even though it sounded a little, strange. Then I heard a proper one just now, it was ok. Not much of a dislike or anything. Not like ME or Why. *laughs* I shall take down a second thought later~

I think it's the verse that makes me like it. So far I'm really ok with this song, and it's slightly addictive too~ And the other thought I had was, this song must have been chosen for concert~ Just like how Pi choose his songs for his single. I guess. It's a song along bambina's style. I think. Since it has many Tego's "ahhh~ ohhhh~"

Ok, this song is also playing currently. A good way for me to write down my thoughts. I don't know why. but these songs sounds very familiar. Probably the styles. Definitely not NEWS, but I think it's slightly similar to mandopop, and my mandopop, 5566~ *laughs* But FREEDOM is really not bad, not a song which I dislike or anything. But I guess I'll slowly get tired of this song though.

first time listening to love melodies~

oh my~!!!

starting so anime!!!

and now still anime!

then only when go into real chorus, then less anime~

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! cute song!!!!!!!!!! love it I think~!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

feel so happy suddenly~ really~!!!

ok, this can be classified as a slightly arashi song..

but very very new style. Love it !

My thoughts, really first thoughts. And now to my proper review~

Love Melodies

A successful song. Love it the moment the interlude starts. The verse sounds very cute, shall listen for the lyrics and meanings later. Really love the song. And everyone's voices are so so so so nice!! It was like Push On!.. I really think it will be another spam song~ Shall wait for second thoughts too. Just like what Dance Jam did to me~ *laughs*

Sounds like a chinese song suddenly, by a female singer. Never mind about that. Loving this song!!!!!!!!! Loving!!!!!!!! Gosh!! Gotta listen for lyrics and all later!!!!!!!!!!!!

This song is also playing currently. I shall challenge the lyrics later! :)

Lastly~

Sakura Girl (a cappella)

Probably due to reading of others' comment, really made me pay attention to the song. And well, it was really slightly disappointing. But that one the first try~ Who knows the second try might be good right? *laughs* But anyway, I shall listen again. But the "sakura" sounds different. Very deliberately lowered and all.

And I'm done! :)

Overall, I shall give this single 7.8/10? Well, this is a tentative mark anyway~ Shall spam LM!!! :)

コードブール 最終回

The last episode of Code Blue season 2 had just ended. 27 minutes ago. Because of this, I'm actually spamming "Hanabi" and "Koe". They used "Koe" after all~! It was like the Special! I had so much emotions just now and wanted to spill so so so much! I wonder if I've got over my emotions. Because I have the urge to cry again~

Well first, I shall jot down some of the main scenes in this episode and how much I was affected, then continue on to my love for this drama. Seriously, I really don't want this drama to ever end. I wonder why. Slight off-track, Su asked me before what I love about this drama, and I said it was all those technical scenes, with all the medical terms and accurate operations and all. And she asked if there weren't all these, would I still love the drama, and I replied probably not. Until now, I still don't know why I love this drama, and if there weren't such scenes, will I still love it as before. But one thing is, at least this drama has really left a deep impression in my heart. And I will not forget this drama easily. And somehow, I think I also got many encouragements from this drama. So I shall move on to the story of this episode, so spoilers ahead!

Don't really know where to start from. They were still in the plane crash scene, site. Aizawa found a patient who ditched his son in the debris, who was finally found by Aizawa. Yuuki kun. Hiyama found the courage to operate again when the patient's mother encouraged her. Shiraishi was saving a Father of someone and said many encouraging words which definitely touched her Father who was working beside her. Fujikawa went to save another patient before healing the medical staff whom he knew. However that medical staff passed away just upon reaching the hospital. Everyone received their certificate as a Flight Doctor except Hiyama, who would still be under probation.

Then the last scene, which was very emotions triggering. Heartfelt. I don't know. Anyway, last scene.

They showed the doctors on duty that day. (I didn't look at the chart clearly, but probably also the picture quality was slightly bad.) Fujikawa went onto the helicopter to save the person. When he came back, all the doctors gathered in the room awaiting for the patient. However there were no sights of Aizawa. Suddenly Morimoto was asking if anyone is contacting "someone", and Shiraishi was on the phone contacting someone. Then a classroom was shown, the "brain" doctor (no longer heart doctor, and I only realised it now.) was teaching something. Then Aizawa picked up the phone and the doctor asked. "mata kyuumei?"

「また救命。」

And Aizawa ran out of the room. Then they showed everyone taking turns to report the conditions of the patient, just like how it was in the last episode of season 1. Walking alongside the bed. Then Aizawa said something. and showing the backs of everyone. And on Aizawa's back, it showed, "Neurosurgery".

"Neurosurgery"

And it ended.

And gosh! When I saw that, and when it ended, I was tearing. And suddenly my emotions were overwhelming and I was seriously crying hard. Now that I give it some thoughts, I sort of understood that kind of feeling I had just now.

It was really like a graduation. Where you seen someone growing, and maturing. So when I saw that back of Aizawa, it was like he has grown up. He graduated. And with that, it marked the end of this drama, It was like parting with this drama, and this drama has really ended. So that's why I had overwhelming emotions. There's never going to be another episode. It has ended, beautifully.

One side note, I seriously didn't notice the black colour of Aizawa's shirt, and I think it's really due to the bad picture quality!!!! If not I would have noticed it earlier!!! AIZAWA!!!!!!!!! 藍沢耕作！

I want the subs so much! Because I want to know why Aizawa has changed to Neurology department. Was it because of his father (because he said something about his hands with his father. I wonder if it was he was glad that he got his hands from his father.), or his mother, or his grandmother? Or was it with the patient, or with Kuroda? I hope to find the answer. Or rather, Aizawa has found his answer. It was really, a great ending.

I think I'm not yet able to part with this drama, not until I've watched the subs and all. And I'll be ready to part.

I'm thinking if I should get the DVD for collection purpose. PD wasn't really something I like. If I'm gonna compare it with Code Blue. Anyway, I'm feeling so much better now.

コードブール最高！

Sakura Girl MS perf!!

Just watched a few times. But bad quality, and the video lagged. I don't know why. Going to watch from the video file~ Anyway, pretty!!! :)

The one thing I want to say is, "matte" is "mau"!!!!!!!!!!! Not "matsu"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm super proud. Very very very proud. When plenty of translators wrote "wait", I thought of "dance". Actually I'm not sure if it means dance, but definitely it means something about the petals of flowers and is always linked with petals.~

I love what I've thought of!! :)

Shall watch the file! And when I heard Ryo + Massu I had tears suddenly~ I wonder why!

さくらガール

さくら～

さくらのような　キミでした

はるのような　恋でした

いつまでも　続いてゆくと　そんな気がしてた

風が吹いて　散るように

ハラハラと　散るように

あの風が　連れ去ってゆく　舞って　舞って

僕のさくら　（僕のさくら）

さくら～

Well, at least I heard all the words in green~ *laughs* Oh my~~~ *Flails* This song is so "umph"!! *laughs* I don't know how to explain my feelings. When I first heard it I was like, "not KT, not Arashi." Good. *laughs* I don't know how to describe. But really, you know it's not KT, it's not Arashi. At first it gave me some anime feelings, but no longer now. I don't know how to describe. Argh~~~~~

NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Troublesome.

Alright, first, this song is really up-tempo. I really love how this song is like. And moreover, I realise this single has no collaboration, meaning it's not linked to anything at all! If it sells well, it means NEWS really has a strong fanbase!!! :) They used to release CM songs, and CM songs. I realised every single so far has some tie in with other projects. Finally, a single of nothing. Love it love it love it!!!!!!!!

I was suddenly touched when I listened to SG on loop. OOPS~ Sakura Girl = SG = Singapore?!?!? *laughs* I'm just being delusional. And too, I love how I listened out most of the lyrics. And Pi sang first~ :) :) Then I was slightly taken aback by Tego's "sa~~~" in his last line. Sort of not so good. But well, probably that's how the song will be sung, so no matter who's the person it will still be sung that way? (and suddenly, I can imagine Pi singing live and dropping a key in his verse. Somehow. *laughs*) Anyway, MassuRyo is totally a NEW combination!!! So cool!! I really know I heard two voices, and I know there's Ryo. But sad to say, I didn't really identify Massu's voice, though I thought I heard something Kei like~ *laughs*

Alright, I can already start to imagine the dance. *laughs* It's gonna be something more complicated, but very significant or special hand movements that fans can dance with. Oh~~~~ Can you imagine? With the sakura petals falling, then they dance under the sakura rain. Just by thinking I'm already touched and wanting to cry! I want to attend their concert so badly~~~ Because this is another song that they will definitely perform!! And imagine the screen showing sakura rain, and the whole hall in pink lights. So romantic~~~~ This is such a romantic song~!!

I want the full song badly~!!!!!!!! Massu definitely has his own part in the climax, probably with Pi~ I think Kei will sing, then Shige sings with Tego doing the harmony? Or wait? Kei singing, then Massu singing with Ryo harmonizing, then closed by Shige? Then climax will be criss cross between everyone. No longer only Tego/Massu/Ryo/Pi. It's going to be something very short, and everyone will sing out a short line? I think. Just thinking. *laughs*

And the title for the last song, it's "kimi no tonari ni iru sore dake de"? Wrong, it's "Anata ga Tonari ni Iru Dake de"

Gosh gosh gosh~ I wonder if I'm really short of sleep, because I'm on the verge of crying even for the smallest thing. I just saw that there will be the a capella version of SG, and it's not that I'm not aware of it. Just that it slipped off my mind. Then suddenly by listening to the chorus, and thinking of it as a capella, I just have the urge to cry~

Actually I keep thinking that there will be the word "mau" in the lyrics. So I wonder if the "matte" is "mau" instead of "matsu". I forgot all the 6/8/9 forms already. And which word ends which way. It just comes naturally to me now. *laughs*

Alright, I have to stop fangirling. Need to sleep. :)

NEWS S.A.I.K.O.U Saikou~!　大大大好きだよ！！

*claps* *confetti* *cheers*

The long awaited single, finally.

さくらガール

Listening to Loveless single now anyway. :) I love NEWS. Argh.

Bad news: LE sold out 12 hours after the email was released. So I can't pre-order my single AT ALL. *cries*

Yeah!! I admit, I was excited, but I didn't scream out loud or something. Probably I'm finally immunized by them. *laughs* I can't listen to Lovless single without relating to the concert. Argh. I think I can really cry every time I listen to Loveless single. Yamapi!!!!!!!!!

Yeah yeah yeah!!! New single!! I wonder how will the song like!! First they said it will have spring feel. When I saw the title, the first thing I thought of was TEGOMASS! I thought it must be those warm songs. Heart warming!! Just like how Mafuyu and Towa were!!! :)

One of the B side songs didn't have title yet! I wonder if it's a fast number again~ Then a song is titled "Love Melodies". Which I remembered wrongly as "Love Memories". *laughs* Gosh!!! Is this single going to be a very very warm single?!?!?! So excited!! Actually it's very strange. I'm having mixed feelings now. I feel like crying when I thought of this single being a warm one. And when I was thinking how "Love Melodies" would be like. Strange. Anyway, for a moment I thought there will be a ballad, because I thought it was "Love Memories".

"FREEDOM" sounds very much like a dance number. Probably not rock, just a dance number. Just like "Push On!". Whereas "Love Melodies" might be, "Rainbow" like? *laughs* I think basically, a very very warm single!! :)

Oh my! The more I think of this single, the more I feel the thrill, yet the urge to cry as well!! Argh! I wonder why!! And the last number, untitled, leaves a slight sense of mystery. Making me wanting to know more and listen to the single. I wonder when will the song title be decided. Moreover, there's still the CD Jacket, and the PV to look forward to! Will it be funner than ST and KnABO? Simple dance steps?

I think one of the jacket will be 6 petals of Sakura, and with each member's photo on each petal? Very lame, but very fitting don't you think so?

Alright, I shall stop here first. Anything = new post. yeah!!

Tego & Pi

I watched Yamanade and Code Blue just now. But wow, totally 2 different feelings. Which is obvious anyway.

Kame is acting, but still, not really impressive. Probably "Kyouhei" is really an aggressive character. Or probably Yamanade is really too exaggerating. Well. But I love Tego! *laughs* To be frank, I can't help but take notice of Uchi, and no matter how hard I try, I'm still not liking him. Not hating, but can't get to like him. Well. Let's see how it goes.

Yuki no Jo is cute!!! The end.

Code Blue 3. Not a subbed version, but thanks to my 2 yrs+ of learning Japanese, and watching experiences of dramas, I could barely understand the easy terms. *laughs* Alright spoilers ahead!

*spoilers*

Firstly, Aizawa was questioning about the mystery guy, and the death of his mom. To my expectations, that guy was indeed related to Aizawa, which is his father. But not much of a surprise since I've guessed it already.

Then the doctors got a call for helicopter, and it was an accident in the railway station which has 22 injuries. Or more than that. Either 20 or 40, can't remember the number suddenly. But I remember 22 if I'm not wrong. Then they set off with many doctors. One funny scene which I was really amused was, the doctor from the heart/head department didn't know how to take off the safety belt of the helicopter. So the helicopter arrived, and the nurses ran out, then you see someone struggling. *laughs*

Then very much expected, or I think it was Tachibana who asked Aizawa to follow him.. They went ahead to help 3 persons who got "skewered" together by a ski. On a staircase by the way. Mitsui, Tachibana, Aizawa, Head/Heart department doctor. 4 doctors. Hiyama was with a case, but not much of details taken note of because I can't exactly understand Japanese medical terms. As for Shiraishi there were some moments I remembered very hard, but shall describe after the ski case.

The man at the top, (who was Tsuru in Prodai by the way) was dating the girl who was at the bottom. There was a man between them, whom the girl really loves. So Tsuru only got to know it at that moment. Then the man in the middle was showing signs and they had to do some operations on him to save his life.

And from what I think I understood and guess, the ski went through the main arteries of Tsuru, but he was currently in no danger because the ski was stopping his blood. But if they move him or anything, he most probably will die. Then the thing is, because of this, they will set the priority on the man and the girl, and Tsuru has to sacrifice his life to save his friends. Then they moved him up, and they cut up the ski and saved the other 2 person. What's so touching and saddening was until the end, Tsuru didn't get his love returned, and Aizawa was trying to save him till the end, until Tachibana stopped him. Aizawa even asked Tsuru to talk again. On the helicopter, I think Tachibana said Tsuru was incredible, because he saved the person he loved. On the other hand, it was Aizawa who actually suggested the idea, and he was the one who told Tsuru about everything. I find that very very brave. And. I admire him. This character. You could understand how hard they have to come up with the decision, and to inform Tsuru, but Aizawa went ahead, and braced himself through it. And if I'm not wrong during the ending he also said something like I'm responsible for it or something.

Anyway, jumped to Shiraishi for a while. The patient she saved had something unexpected, probably more blood loss than she expected. And she had to do heart massage for the patient. However she could only do until there, and the patient eventually will die. She got the parents over to her side, and told them that she once she stops the heart massage the patient will die. And the parents were like, you can stop now. But of course they couldn't really forgive her. "Anta, akuma?" The mother asked.

And finally that's all.

*spoilers*

End of spoilers and off to preview for the next episode!! In this case, probably considered spoilers again right? Well, the grandma said Pi's mother did not die of suicide. It was a murder. Something like that. The theme of the next episode is probably "the past". It was about people can never run away from their past.

So the end.

By the way, I think I cried enough. It was almost like the amount for Budou no Ki. Let me recall the dramas that have made me cried a ton. "Budou no Ki", "Byakkotai", "Shounen wa Tori ni Natta". The end. I think if I watch 1 litre of tears I'll cry very much too. Alright then. Shall end.

Fangirl (Code Blue Season 2 Episode 2)

Well, I was supposed to fangirl episode 1 as well. But never mind since I've just finished episode 2~ Anyway, Code Blue is indeed an emo drama, but ironically full of fangirling potential as well. *laughs*

Let's start with the fangirling! Then I'll sum up with the emo thoughts and how I think it's different from Season 1.

Oh my oh my~ I don't care how everyone thinks about Pi's hair! I love the hair! *laughs* He combed his parting another way! And I seriously love the op and ed because he had beautiful shots!! I can't exactly.. OH YES! My goodness~ He was 101% coolness in episode 1 alright!! There was a scene of him doing CPR on the kid, and it was in a moving vehicle (the ambulance). He placed his hand onto the car door to support himself, while using his right hand to continue on the CPR. Oh my~ That scene was HOT. Sorry because I know that's supposed to be a critical scene and scenario BUT!!!!! HE WAS HOT. HOT HOT HOT. ARGH~! Let's not care about other scenes in episode 1 because I a little lazy to think of it. But anyway he IS ALWAYS HOT and I love that scene from episode 1!

From episode 2, during one moment Hiyama's patient fainted and she shouted "dareka kite!", Aizawa shove off the curtain and looked. That was one one one fangirl scene alright! I saw it on KHTV and I fangirled once. Then when I watched the subbed just now I repeated that scene for a few times!! And just before that he was healing Fujikawa's injury where he deliberately pushed the cotton onto his wound. I find that super cute and anyway, even though it was all planned in the script, I can't help finding it cute and I'm sure they had some fun during that scene~

And I can't help flail at how Aizawa said "omae nara, dekiru" to Fujikawa! Oh well, after that I found out they all used "omae", but at first I was really thrilled to find them using "omae", or rather, Aizawa using it on others~! And sorry, but I love how they informed the in-the-middle-of-operation-Aizawa-Sensei about his phone call. Then how he pep-talked (is that the correct word?) Fujikawa to do his operation-on-site properly. And yes! When he first got the call and was told about the situation, immediately he made arrangements and wow!!! I love Aizawa~!

Actually I can't remember the rest of the fangirling factors, but there's this which I've specially watched again just to confirm what he had said. "Kousaku da yo~" he said. AHHHHHHHH~

Alright! What do you think will be waiting for him in the next episode?! When I watched the preview I was already excited for the next episode because I (stupidly) thought it was a triage. In the end seems not. *laughs* But then! Definitely something very very major because I saw many doctors over at the site! Mitsui and Tachibana and Aizawa already on site, plus the doctor wearing black from the heart department~ I bet it must be something so so so cool. In fact, Shiraishi was there in the end so I believe they sent many doctors over to the site!! EXCITING!! And then, regarding the suspending ending of episode 2 and some scenes from episode 3, probably Aizawa did something when he was young that led to his mother's death. On the other hand, who is that mystery visitor? Yamada Ichirou. I wonder if he has any link to Aizawa or the mother's death, since it was brought up since episode 1, Aizawa's mother's death I mean. I can't exactly remember and make out the scenes in the preview but I guess it's something to do with staircases or escalators and something must have went through the patient's heart. Probably puncture? That's why there were so many doctors on site. Probably Aizawa did the same thing and caused his mother to die of that. He was taking the monorail with Shiraishi back to the hospital! But Shiraishi seemed to be very depressed and on the verge of crying! Just what has happened? Did Shiraishi make another wrong judgement that cost a life? Is Aizawa going to console her yet again? What was going through Aizawa's mind and did he manage to perform well on site? Just by thinking about all these makes me all hyped up!!

The catching factors of Season 2:

• Aizawa's Grandmother
• Aizawa's mother's death
• Aizawa's development
• Hiyama's condition
• Fujikawa's development
• Shiraishi's development

Mostly on Aizawa I agree, but anyway he IS the main character too. Well, I don't mind too~ *laughs* But also, I think it's Hiyama's condition that makes me want to watch too. I sort of ranked the factors subconsciously~ Before I forgot, the scene when Aizawa talked to Fujikawa, telling to remember just the lives they have lost, was just heaven. *laughs* The way he talked, the way he portrayed Aizawa. Pi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then another factor, Pi said in his nikki that, the cases they have in the new seasons are adapted from real cases, which makes it more real and more.. How to say. Down to earth? Like touches your heart more? That's what I feel. Then before I continue, I want to comment on the differences between Season 1 and Season 2.

When I was watching season 1, I did feel emo and down and sad and very much affected. And you could see that most of them were not trained or experienced enough, many things had happened and how they coped with everything. Everyone had their challenges. Fujikawa's unskillfulness, Hiyama's short temper + impulsiveness (I think?), Shiraishi's indecisiveness + big problem (Kuroda Sensei's arm) and Aizawa's coldness. But everyone changed and became better. Then when it was special, they tried to show how everyone has improved, but still not enough for such a big catastrophe. (?)

Now that when I watched season 2, the first thought I have, or the strongest thought I have now after watching episode 2 is that, this season is much darker and deeper. In fact, more emo as well. In season 1 you see patients healing, even though they had bad backgrounds or sad cases. So far in season 2, no one has properly healed I believe. Actually episode 1 may be slightly boring because there's only 1 main case. Probably because they have to make a proper start for this drama, before they give us such a shocking episode 2~ *laughs*

For that main case in episode 1, the patient did recover, slightly, but still remain as a vegetable most probably. Episode 2 was worse, 1st case of death, 2nd case of death, 3rd case of memory loss. Not much goodness in it. But with that, I feel fulfilled. Even though it's not all that happy ending, I'm enriched and I feel contented after watching.

Lastly, I'm really amazed at how I look forward to this drama more than any other I believe. Yes I did look forward to Buzzer Beat. But it was a different feeling and I seriously love Code Blue for itself! Code Blue rocks!!

I know why I love Code Blue so much. Even though I have not watched any other medical dramas, I can assure that.. Code Blue is really focused on the cases, and the technical area, and the development. Probably that's what the plot is based on, but I'm glad they really based it fully on cases + development. Probably in many other medical dramas, they like to focus on the conflicts of doctors, fights, argues, and probably private lives of the doctors. I love how they based the story in the hospital, and how they use cases to bring out the problems or the thoughts of the doctors. Without bringing out the doctors' private lives. But of course sad to say, I can't remember if I've ever seen Pi in his private clothes in Code Blue. Probably the changing room, that black tank top. And that's all. *laughs*

Alright, that sums up my whole Code Blue fangirling post, because it's running late and I have tons to do before I go for work tomorrow!! Gotta sleep!

I love Code Blue!!