絶対忘れない

My goodness! I have to blog about this even thought it's late and I only have 10 mins to do it! *cries*

Alright, I went for many concerts, and I made an uchiwa in Osaka! :) The helpful lady gave me the idea of 「シンガポールから来たよ」instead just "Singapore" and also I added a "yamapi" on the other side of the poster for additional 900 yen. Total was 3000 yen, not including price of uchiwa and all.

Tokyo Dome Day 1
So I went for Tokyo Dome Day 1. I held it in front of me every time, and when someone walked past or look towards us I'll try to hold it up as much as possible. But I don't know why, they were always not looking at my side, or always looking away~ Ahhh. The only time which I thought my message was sent through was when Ryo and Shige went above us and they looked down. I have a high sentiment that Ryo really saw my uchiwa. Probably he saw, but he didn't read it, or he read, but he didn't not put it as a big priority or something.

Shige I wasn't sure. Just pure guessing.

Probably Tego and Massu had glanced through it too, since they looked at my way once or twice, like those fast glancing? Yes.

Pi totally none I guess. Very. Every time he was there, he would look somewhere else I don't know why.

Kei was busy looking at the top and probably the arena seats. I don't really remember, but he did not notice me definitely. Alright. And that's how my Day 1 ended.

Tokyo Dome Day 2
Ok, so on day 2, I got my arena seat! By the way Day 1 was row 6 stand seat so it was still close you see. It's arena seat for Day 2! Yeah! Anyway I held much hope during the start of the concert.

So it started, Pi walked past and he looked at the other side of the walkway. Fine. Shige walked past, he looked at the other side and the front. Then many others walked past so many times, either they were concentrating on the other side, or they were looking away just when they walked pass my area. I don't know why. But I pitied the 2 Kei fangirls beside us because Kei was totally not looking towards our side!!

Then the more it went by, the more I thought I had no hope. Until they went around on the balloons. Shige went above us. He looked down. He pointed!!!!! To the person behind me probably, because I could sense that his eyes were not on me. True enough, there were Shige fans holding "Murarisuto Shige" uchiwa. Probably it was her. But if it wasn't me I would have been very happy too. It was kind of near anyway.

Then Ryo came above us. He looked down as well. I think he really saw it because he was reading all uchiwa. Really. But he didn't make any special movements or anything. He just smiled, danced, jumped, sang.

Then with so many attempts, I didn't give up of course, but I finally didn't hope that much as well I think.

Then during the last song, "Share", they finished it and had to walk down the walkway to the end stage. 6 of them walked. Finally. I was like "finally many ppl! They might look this way!" kind of thought, who knows.

They walked, I waved. Did I? Forgot. Anyway, I was looking at them, and I was probably really focusing on Pi very much, who knows. And seems like he was reading many uchiwa as well! Then suddenly, he facial changed. I knew it. Our eyes really met. I know they met. But in my heart I really didn't know if that was true. So I sort of double checked. And it was all in seconds. He was pointing, smiling so hard, and I was jumping so hard the moment he pointed! He was like really doing the pointing action, not just putting the finger there. He was doing it to make sure it gets across to me!! I was jumping and he was smiling.

Before I knew it he walked past us. But that was the best moment. My goodness. I couldn't believe it. Then I felt it, and I was tearing.

Alright. He saw it. I'm very contented. :) The end.