If I still manage to remember what my points on my previous post mean, I think I don't really have to explain them yet. So a short and new post for the time being. Because I really need to vent it somewhere.

Well, had a strange week I will say? Listened to NEWS songs and cried like so many times. NEWS songs used to bring me joy and energy! They still do, but sometimes you can't help it. That.. That reality just keeps haunting you. Even typing this post right now is making me feel sad already.

Seriously, I used to not even remember Ryo's birthday, Tego's birthday, Massu's and Shige's birthday too. Even now, I probably still couldn't remember Tego's without thinking a little harder. However, there's this date that stayed in my mind so firmly as if it was already rooted into my brain.

7 Oct 2011.

It is Toma's birthday~ So well, thanks to NEWS I managed to remember your birthday.

Suddenly thought of Marching J charity programme and MassuShige appeared in the earlier segment. Then almost nearing to the end, Pi appeared. The thing is, they did not appear together on stage. They once represented NEWS as a whole! It's exactly like before where 3 members appear for 6 members' behalves. Now it's 2 members appearing for 4 members' behalves and having that extra Pi whose appearance seemed legit enough as a NEWS member, yet not as a NEWS member.

I just wanted NEWS to be the same old NEWS I know that's all. Soukon was great!!! But how I wished RyoPi would appear at least once. But they did not. You knew that's gonna happen.