Fandom History (cont'd)

This is continued from my previous post, which was incomplete. Basically, someone on LJ started off this blogging thing about how it you got to like NEWS and all, and it's stirring up some trend and fad over there. Here I am, doing the same thing as well, but of course, I started off this earlier. In fact, I wanted to write about how I got to know NEWS on my first year anniversary, but I missed it. I shall continue on first, rants about fangirling on another post probably? *laughs*

So finally, I got to know Pi~ Or rather, fell in love with Pi~ (Oh so cliche~) When I was writing the pervious post, I was checking my chat history to recall what exactly happened. I feel lazy now, so I shall just recall~ *laughs*

Firstly, I remember very very very clearly that I asked that song from su, and I even told her that I start to find liking on Pi~ Hehehe.. After that, I went on with other videos of course, and since then, I started to pay attention to Pi very much. And DS is still one of my favourites now!^^ That fateful day was 19 Jun 2007. (Because I used to check back which day su sent me DS, and it was that day~ *laughs* Indeed, the chat history also showed that I started to watch clips and paid attention to Pi on that day too~^^)

Side tracking a little, but I remember watching Sappuri (with Kame) after liking Pi or something? Then I really gave that drama up after a few episodes. Now I know why~ *evil laughs*

Next!! Remember about knowing TEGOMASS and Pi? That really helped a lot. *laughs* It was around that time, I started to know NEWS. Or was it after knowing Pi? I can't remember this detail now. Argh. But anyway, NEWS's CHERISH did not do magic for me. But Kibou~YELL~ did. Kibou's PV did in fact. I can't remember what happened, but I was surfing for videos on NEWS somehow? What I remember the most now, is the Music Station episode that they went for their HwM promo, with 300 fans? Or was it only 50 fans? I think it was 300 fans!! *laughs*

They performed DS first, then MS (Miso SUPPU) (Note: Next time I shall make a post on title spellings, because I really dread how I spell the song titles at times~), then Sayaendou, then finally HwM!! I think I watched this video before I even started to like NEWS, and I was quite attracted to HwM. But not very much attracted, just a little attracted. Like I said, Kibou did the magic for me.

So after everything, on another fateful day, I watched the PV of Kibou. I just read from another fangirl that Kibou did not for her while it did for me. Strange isn't it? How people react to songs differently~ However, I did not know when was the date I fell for NEWS, so I checked back the day I "outsourced" for NEWS songs, and that day was 1 July 2007.

I think it's just so amazing that it was a song (or probably voice?) that made me fell for Pi, and it was a song again that made me fell for NEWS. I really love the way I fell for NEWS and Pi!^^ Somehow I think this is the purest way of falling for someone? *laughs* I mean, it is not based on looks, but based on some ability of someone? Yeah~ I love it!

Then I remember there was a time I rented a VCD set from Tenchi, KUROSAGI. That time MUST be the period right after I fell for Pi but not NEWS yet. I have my KUROSAGI DVD receipt with me and "27/06/2007" was painted on it. Case closed. 

By the way, when I was watching KUROSAGI for the first time, I didn't know Kei was a member of NEWS. In fact, I didn't even know his name. *blush* But now I know~ And I'm really very used to calling him Kei now. Yeah~^^ Last one to go, Yuya! Hahaha..

So I still remember another thing. On the day I outsourced for NEWS songs, I played them (but only the chorus most of the times) to choose the songs I liked and put them into my phone. Fortunately, I had around 10 songs I figured? That I liked I mean. Never mind about that. I know Kibou was in. I think I.ZA.NA.I.ZU.KI was in too. Shock Me? Wasurenaisa ~Life goes on~?!?!? Best Friend? Private Hearts? Not that I can't remember the songs NEWS have, more of I can't remember how my liking was like.

Then I MUST mention this, probably I had already mentioned this before. OK, I think I did. *laughs* Soon after I fell for NEWS, their DVD was released. Or rather, was going to be released. Then I went to NOMANYMORE (repeated as well I just realised), and Yume no Kazu Dake Ai ga Umareru played. That interlude, made me cry. OK, not that bad, but I almost teared or had already teared because of that! Then the link there showed their DVD. And I decided, alright, I should just buy it.

So there came my FIRST OFFICIAL NEWS collection. Actually, I already ordered from MISE (that idiotic shop that ate my $250 bucks), but none has arrived and my DVD came first. After that, I went on to buy GYM FEVER to FUTURE RE from HMV. By which time, none had arrived from MISE AS WELL~ And I had my "first cry" for Pi. *laughs*

I brought the disc to the counter, paying while asking if I could check the disc, because a friend once told me that she had a cracked disc from HMV but only to find out after she opened the packaging. So I happily paid for it, waiting to check my disc, and to see something happening in front of my eyes. That cashierer (or whoever) took out a pen knife (I think?) or probably not... Anyway, she RIPPED open my wrapper. Because all discs are wrapped in HMV's wrapper as well, to put the sensor thing, so she opened that wrapper first. I didn't know what she was going to do, and everything was too late by that time, because she had already RIPPED open my wrapper ON THE SINGLE. Right at that moment, I let out a cry. Which shocked her, because she had just THROWN the WRAPPER into the WASTE BASKET. SO VIOLENT. My poor sticker. I had to CUT IT OUT and slot it into my casing. My POOR FEVER to FUTURE RE.

So after all these, I started to buy things online. And this starts my collection of NEWS!!^^ Now I feel like making a post on fangirling on EACH member of NEWS!!! Current NEWS sad to say, because I still have not learnt how to fangirl on Uchi and Kusano. I once had a post on NEWS collection. Now I want to display them again!! And take a photo, and post them!!

So, I'm officially a NEWS fan now!! For 1 year and 7 months (3 days later) already! Then as a Pi fan, for 1 year and 7 months (10 days ago) too! I want to celebrate my 2 year anniversary!!

By the way, I aimed to realise my dream by the age of 23, which is 3 years from now, and when NEWS is like already 9 years old and all~ Ganbarimasu!!

Lastly...

S.A.I.K.O.U 最高！

NEWS

color (Posted on CoN, 291108, 12:50)

Well, as the title suggests, I'm going to write a review for "color"! This is the first time I'm writing one, so I believe it'll contain all my nonsenses, as well as biasness. So right now, I'm going to start! I'll be including a line or two which either I love the melody, the lyrics or just simply everything. *laughs*



"weeeek"
A very energetic song! They have chosen the right song to start the album with I think. I love this song very much! Please listen to it and feel their energy! I think this is a very good song to start your day off! Especially when you have Monday blues!

"Ashita kkara mata nichi getsu ka hora sui moku mawatte kin dou nichiyou yume no hibi wo daiji ni ikimashou mou iccho!"

"STARDUST"
I remember commenting that this song was similar to Arashi's style. I don't know if it is still Arashi's style, but at least to me it is NEWS now. Heheh.. I think it was because of the previews in JE site, I sort of got tired with every song's chorus or something. When I listened to the full song, I'll have a feeling that the chorus and the verse doesn't join. I had the same feeling for this song, but I really love the verses. Then after listening so so so many times, I realised I love Pi's part in this song! I took such a long time to realised that! So, please pay close attention to Pi's part? Oh, I really love the line "STARDUST~ Yeah". Enjoy!

"Mada minu asu e tada massugu ni iku sa STARDUST Yeah"

"SUMMER TIME"
Another RUSS-K CM song! RUSS-K songs are always the nicest, with the not so nice coupling songs. I don't know why but this has been the way for the previous 2 singles, this and "weeeek". This song really gives a good summer feel! And you must listen to this song through earphones! The background music is awesome! Especially the chorus! I think this song is very normal, but with the lyrics, the melody and everything, it becomes something special! I especially love a line from this song!

"Natsu no ato mo soba ni itai kara tsugi no natsu mo soba ni itai kara I want you to show me your real emotion"

"SNOW EXPRESS"
You know, there are songs which takes time to hit you. This is one of them for me I believe. I watched their concerts, but I didn't get fascinated by this song, until like couple of times watching the performance again. So generally, I don't expect people to like this song straight away. But slowly, I believe you'll get to like this song, and love this song! (That is if you really listen) By the way, the rap is written by Yamashita Tomohisa! Yes! My favourite Pi~ Now I truly believe he knows some level of English, to be able to use English words in his rap~

"Yukigeshiki no naka fushigi na ishiki It's My Mind... Soshite daki aou towa ni Kiss shiyou Amazing Kiss omezame"

"Forever"
*cheers* That's like an official ballad number by NEWS? Probably not, considering "with me", "why" and "utsukushi sugite Beautiful Eyes". But I love this song! I remember hearing it in office, the radio rip, with unclear sound system and song file, I could immediately decide it is and will be a song I love. Previously I had even told Jieshi about the wonderfulness of this song, but she couldn't understand it until she found the beauty of this song. I think this song is really a beautiful piece! Please listen carefully and enjoy the song. Though I think that Pi's English pronunciation isn't exactly flawless. And please wait for the climax of the song! Right after the rap! I think that change in the keys is really wonderful! It gives you a rising feeling! I don't know how to describe, but I felt as if I was about to fly? *laughs* Crazy description. But overall, this song is lovely!^^

"Shinji aeba kowakunai futari wa Forever" "You're my precious baby itoshikute Can't stop thinking of you kimi dake..."

"MOLA"
I believe I've given enough comments about this song, but that was before I heard the full song. This is YamaP's solo! Hahah.. After listening to the full song, I really love this song. Of course, the lyrics may not be the best, but I don't deny the fact that I love the melody. (Probably it's Pi's voice which attracted me? Who knows.) This is probably not a song which everyone will like, but as always, I'm proud that Pi can sing a song fully in English, which I think I've failed at comprehending for at least half of the times. I didn't really like the verse, until I came upon a part, which sort of gave me shivers I should say? I hope everyone can understand why I love that part! It is the part with the background female vocals!

"Slowly I'm falling down I want you now We're getting closer and closer I'm outta control"

"KESENAI"
So after Pi's solo, we now have Tegoshi's main with Ryo and Shige as coupling voices I should say? I heard their voices, but still Tegoshi is the main. I've a few things to say about this song! I'm getting excited! Hahaha.. Firstly, I admitted that Tegoshi has the best singing voice in NEWS, I didn't really like all of his singing or songs or what. To be frank, I was only alright with "Ai Nante", even until now. I still can not understand how people can cry to "Ai Nante". So, generally I don't think I'll like Tegoshi main. When I got to listen to a short preview taken from radio, I just couldn't take the song. Somehow I think I cannot clique with Tegoshi's music? Then preview from JE site came, and I sort of realised it wasn't that bad. That preview was short, but somehow it has a very attracting aura~ *laughs* I somehow think that I'll love the song if I listen to the full song. Sure enough, when I listened to the full song, I was attracted to it so so so much!

Please listen to it fully, and I believe you'll love this song too! Moreover, there was a part which I thought I heard Pi's voice! But it is obviously Tego's. My friend Jieshi and I came up with this conclusion that NEWS has too much member AI that everyone influences everyone's singing~ *laughs*

"Mae wo muite arukenai konna yoru wa sunao ni tsutaetai saigo ni kimi ni ARIGATOU"

"ordinary"
First song to listen to after the leak. This is Ryo's solo. Ryo's solos are always amazing. I will definitely get to listen to the concert version, and totally dislike it, then listen to the recorded version, and love it, and watch the concert version again, and love the concert version even more than ever. This is the power of Ryo's live performance I shall say? He is a good live performer, just like Tegoshi, but I believe better than Tegoshi at times. If you like guitar performances, probably you'll like this song. But I love this song!^^ This song isn't as dark as the previous solo "code", but this song is enjoyable, and livelier! This song is even composed, written and partly arranged by Ryo! Isn't he talented? See, NEWS is a bunch of talented kids~ *laughs* So, please listen and enjoy it!

"Boku wa mada kimi wo omoi egaku"

"Minna ga iru sekai wo hitotsu ni ai wo motto Give&Take shimashou"
Total of 27 syllabus, if I didn't type the title wrongly above. *laughs* You know? I didn't like Massu that much, I used to prefer Tego, especially in Tegomass. But now I can say, I LOVE MASSU'S VOICE! Probably you cannot hear the splendidness of Massu's voice here, but in other songs you can definitely do! Yes, I do love Pi's voice, but I also love Massu's voice right after Pi's! This is a very happy song! And I really love this song! Even when I heard the short preview on JE Site, I knew I love this song straight away! I can't express how much I love this song, but this is a happy song! I may not understand the lyrics fully but I love it! I hope those who listened can get the cheerfulness and happiness of this song! By the way, this is Massu main with Koyama and Pi's collaboration!

"Kimi na ndesu boku na ndesu kizuita ndese minna ga iru sekai wo hitotsu ni ai wo motto give & take shimashou"

"MURARISUTO"
Have to cut my review short. Generally, I'm not a lover for Koyashige. But this song struck me. I love this song. It's too cute to resist somehow. I love this more than "Alibi" and "Chirarizumu". I didn't love those 2 songs. I was only alright with those 2 in fact. Of course this song has naughty lyrics, but listening to it is like watching 2 naughty boys trying to do something sneaky. Then they did it without being caught, and you'll feel so amused by them! Please pay attention to the lyrics carefully! If you have not understood what I meant, this song has some pervert mindset. It's performed by koyama and shige by the way!

"Sousa mitemashita! Mitemashita! Fukai tanima wo mitemashita!"

"Taiyou no NAMIDA"
This is one of my favourite single! It is the theme song for KUROSAGI the movie too! I remember hearing it through a concert rip, and falling in love with it so so so much! *laughs* It sounds a little oriental to me too! But I don't know if the rest thinks the same way as me. Anyway, this song is filled with intense feelings, yet not too dark. Oh I love this song! *laughs*

"Ah... Mada yamanai ame Taiyou no NAMIDA"

"Smile Maker"
I told my friend one day, that I love SM. Which I meant "Smile Maker". *laughs* If you haven't noticed, my current craze is on this song! The lyrics is very very meaningful, and I love how the background has the keyboard! But after looking at the music arrangement and all, only guitar was mentioned. So, Keyboard or not? I'm not sure. But this is really a great song. I liked it, but suddenly I LOVE it. So, please listen for the meaning. (Or probably just find the translations for the song? *laughs*)

"Jibun no tame jya nakutemo dareka no tame ni waraou"

"Will be all right Put a smile on your face"

"Happy Birthday"
The wonderful single, it deserves to be here! This is not a common song you find out there. The verses are not as systematic as what you usually expect. But the tempo is addictive. I can do "Wow wow wow Yeah yeah" anytime anywhere. *laughs* This is a song for everyone! To wish everyone a Happy Birthday! Enjoy!

"Rainen mo sarainen mo onaji hi kimi ni ai ni ikuyo"

"FLY AGAIN"
It sounds like a ending song, but not yet. We have just another song for ending. It may not attract you the first time you listen to, but it grows on you. Slowly you'll like and love this song. My memory for this song will be the too "Pi-ish" Pi's part. It is Pi! But somehow I couldn't take his Pi-ness~ *laughs* But I got over it, and I love this song!!

"Hateshinai sora wo miagete ryote wo hirogete sakebunda"

"Towairo no Koi"
This is the best ending song! And it suits the whole Christmas feel now! It is a song of happiness, but my friend always insisted that it has a sad melody. It is up to you to decide, a happy or sad song. *laughs* But I love this song. How Pi sang his part, even though it was Tego's part which gave me goosebumps~ *laughs* This song has a very good arrangement. Just that it sort of a little disappointed me when the climax wasn't that climax when I first listened to. Now I'm loving it! So, that's how we end the whole "color" album!

"Mafuyu no sora no shita sono me ni boku ga utsuru"

Pi said, listen to the album in sequence for a few times, then you can choose those that you like to listen. *laughs* But I enjoy listening to all the song in sequence. This album is really better than pacific. Well Done NEWS! 10/10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEWS is too much!!! (Posted on CoN, 030109, 23:54)

How can they do so many things that touched me so much!! Just when I thought everything was good enough, they gave me hope again. Now I'll want so much from them! They better give me more Member Ai! *laughs*

Has anyone heard? NEWS composed and wrote their very OWN song, "share"!!! I already knew this on Wednesday, which greatly lifted my spirits! Then from knowing the lyrics yesterday, to knowing the full translations today, I was touched umpteen times by them~

These dear boys, from singing live, to having their own X'mas party and gift exchange session, and to writing their very own song, I really don't know what to do with them. They are a bunch of good kids, and I love watching them grow as time goes by. I'm so proud of their growth since I got to know them till now~ Oh my, I sounded like a mum didn't I? *laughs*

If I have not said it before, let me say it now. Being a NEWS fan is a fortunate thing! Because you can watch these amazing boys grow with time, and becoming better adults! I don't know how long will I support them, but for as long as I can I'll say!

NEWS has come a long way, even for a new fan like me, I understood that very much. I guess it is the way they treasure themselves so much that makes us fans feel it all worthwhile? I believe they will go a long way, and grow even better as time goes by!

Somehow, I don't know how to continue on. Never mind about that. I love these boys! Please continue to grow and improve!!

I Love NEWS

SHIGE ILUSM!! (Posted on CoN, 050109, 22:44)

Kato Shigeaki, you totally own me today for what you have written in your diary!!

"实际上差不多2年前我就提出希望全员一起作词作曲。MA~虽然他们没人记得…"

[In fact I proposed about hoping all members to compose and write music since 2 years ago. MA~ Though none of them remembered...]

"然后山下君就想了想高潮部分的旋律，我就配合那个填了词"

[Then Yamashita kun thought about the melody for the climax, and I filled the lyrics in according to that]

Never had I thought that you already had the intention of composing songs with everyone in NEWS 2 YEARS AGO! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT! NEWS AI NEWS AI! MEMBER AI MEMBER AI! *laughs*

And my spirits are once being lifted by NEWS again!^^

SHIGE WINS~ *laughs*

Never Ending Wonderful Story...?

I'm listening to Hoshi wo Mezashite single, as well as a couple of their singles. Most importantly, I was listening to "share" when I read that rumour. How ironic.

I won't comment anything, because anything is possible. I want to give 100% faith to NEWS. 

What I ask for now, is to ask NEWS to not let their fans down.

Please, strive on no matter how hard the time is.

NEWS, please don't shatter my dreams which I've only found yesterday.

On the other note, I think I shall not think about this anymore. I may be deluded, but probably this is the better way for a NEWS fan. Until everything is confirmed, I'm not going to believe any single thing.

NEWS shall always be a Never Ending Wonderful Story!

Crazy Idea and Fangirling

Thought I shall fangirl a little because I just finished watching Code Blue SP (Chinese subbed) and also read an article yesterday! Well, firstly, let me fangirl a little about the article I read~

It was a translation of Pi's interview in Wink Up Jan 2009 issue if I did not remember wrongly. You know what he said? He wanted a NEWS TV programme!! And Tego (from now on, I'll call him yuya as much as possible~ *laughs*) said about that as well during another magazine interview!! I think it was in Feb issue of another magazine, probably Potato?

Anyway, a TV programme for NEWS will be so great isn't it?! Then we can see all their interactions finally!! Not only during that limited 3 hours of concert, or limited XX minutes of BTS in their concert DVD. I want more of their Member AI!! Pi was saying how Shige is a commedian (IS HE?!) and he can make the show livelier and funnier probably? *laughs*

I love it when Pi starts to talk about other members in NEWS. And I love it when he said in that article that he wanted to work hard as NEWS and bring NEWS to a greater level in 2009!! (Probably he didn't say the exact things, I might have just somewhat added my own thinking into it! *laughs*)

The only wish for now, will be a TV programme isn't it?! And also, I hope that Massu can engage in more NEWS activities, and get along more with NEWS members!! Yesterday Massu and Pi and Kei went out for meal and shopping! These are great opportunities for bonding!! Please have more of such activities!! Actually, I want them to become a group where no one is awkward with one another!! Which was actually portrayed in my previous post already!! *laughs* That ugly drawing~

Massu seems to enjoy solitude more. But I hope he can open up to his members as time goes by! OH! Pi said about NEWS being together for 5 years and has finally established the same status as KT when they first debuted. (KT debuted after they were formed for 5 years~ I didn't know that.. I knew they were formed for a long time, but didn't know it was for a period of 5 years!!) I'm not sure about the bonding in KT, but I'm sure the bonds in NEWS are sure to grow more and more!

Read some concert reports yesterday too. Seems like everyone in NEWS likes to prank/tease on Shige. Which I think is really lovely!! Shige, please don't be so mad at them! They did it all because they love you!! (Because seriously, I feel that being teased and stuffs sometimes really shows that the person cares about you and the closeness of you and that person and it feels like a pamper to me~ *laughs* I'm a DO M?) Shige, being the second youngest, should also be pampered!! *laughs*

Suddenly I can imagine how they sang NEWS NIPPON with "SHIGE" in the lyrics~ *laughs* "TO NORTH (SHIGE!)" Ryo sang "Shigekatou" instead of "arigatou"/"ikitekou" in weeeek~ And Massu sang something like "Shigeaki iru yo" in replacement of "Chikaku ni iru yo" in NEWS NIPPON~ Shige!!! Why are you so loved in NEWS!! *laughs* Even I love you too!!

Then Massu was also picked on a lot of times during MC. Well, he is "my-pace", and he is really random!! (Why do I feel like Pi and Massu can get along well? I think the other 4 have to be prepared for all their randomness~ Of MassuPi~ *laughs*) If Massu can open up to Pi, I think it will be soon that he can open up to everyone in NEWS!! And Ryo!! Stop picking on Massu during MC!! *laughs* How I wish for some Member AI from Ryo to Massu~ *laughs*

Oh!!! Shige was like looking at Ryo when they sang some song! "share"?! I can't remember! Argh.. But never mind~ I'm so high with all their Member AI!!

With all these Member AI, how can they not enjoy and be successful in hosting a TV programme and becoming more popular as time goes by?! Another thing I want to fangirl a little about too!! Picture below!

color!! On the chart!! I'm already glad that they were on the chart!! I know the sales to the first 2 are crazy, but they were not that far from Mika Nakashima!! So I hope, their next album can do better!! And I know they can!! Because they are NEWS!!

Finally to my crazy idea. You know what?! I just realised I have 2 crazy ideas~ I nearly forgot about the second crazy idea, which I thought of probably only a few days ago or something, while the other one was probably quite old and since a long time ago? 

The old idea: Find a way to recognize NEWS fans at a glance.

The second idea which is fresh: I want to find Johnny's and negotiate a plan to open a Johnny's shop in Singapore!

Idea 1 first. Every time I go to places like HMV and all, I was always on a lookout, to see if anyone was even a JE fan to start off. Then when I find one, even though I do not know the person and all, seeing he or her looking at JE and admiring and showing love, I'll feel so happy. I'm not sure why I'm happy too~ Probably I felt that I'm not alone in Singapore? Or probably it just proves to me that JE is indeed popular in Singapore~

So, I wanted to establish a system, where I can identify a JE (more preferably a NEWS) fan at one glance. You know, it can be so easy yet so hard. Identity is easy. But in order to have an identity which is very visible at a glance, I think it is challenging. Moreover, who would be interested in participating in such a lame campaign? But you know, I want to feel more of those happiness whenever I spot a JE/NEWS fan. So I really thought of ways to enable the visibility of these identities~ *laughs*

Firstly, why not a ringtone? But I don't know every single JE song that exists in this world, nor I believe the phone will ring so coincidentally when I'm right beside the person~ So I thought, why not an accessory that can be wore? But that needs money, capital, which I don't have. I was telling Su just a few days ago, that if I'm a rich person, I'll do all these for free. Because you see, I gain happiness from it, and these will be painless to me. The money issues I mean~ But another problem too. Not everyone wants to wear something so that it identifies them. Some may want to stay subtle. Isn't it? Wearing it is like a declaration already, not everyone would like it. By the way, the accessory I thought of is wristband. Those which were once in trend, those similar to that of Lance Armstrong's Live Strong bands. I was so motivated by that band, I love it to bits that I wore it every single day~ Only to lose it one day. So, I thought probably people may like that!

Of course I want a Universal "NEWS" wristband, it can also be of individual member too. Probably *star*NEWS*star*Yamashita Tomohisa which is in red colour. And gosh, I will have to wear all 6 of them then! *laughs* If not, probably another one, which is purely NEWS? That is easy and simple, and all I need is to find a manufacturer for that. But who would be supportive of this campaign? I still wonder. But still, it has to be unique? Since I realised there might still be some fad of wearing those wristbands~

And with this identity band, all I wish for is a nod of acknowledgement whenever you see someone wearing it~^^ (Come to think of it, I should just create group bands. So it is easier to differentiate the fan. I can't be that bias to only make it for NEWS~) I wonder will I ever have the courage to do it one day, and ask for opinion. I think I should start to find manufacturer first isn't it? *laughs*

More details to be thought of then~ Because I want to proceed on with my second idea, which is even crazier~

*edits*

I found this site!! I'm so excited that I can't sleep I think!! I hope this can first come true!

You saw it, I want to open an official Johnny's shop in Singapore! After the MISE case, I really felt a little sad about the fact that people are gaining so much profits from those less-privileged fans here. I want to help them~ (Of course by doing that, I'm gaining profits too isn't it?) But I was thinking of a perfect scenario~ I want to sell them at the original price!! If not, probably just a 10% raise because of the shipping and a little profit for myself? But the main thing is, I want access to those goods as soon as possible with the lowest price possible~ *laughs*

And you know what's so crazy about my idea really? I want to make sure I master my Japanese well, and fly to Japan to send my proposal to JE, asking them for a collaboration in Singapore as the first station. I want to bring in these things, then probably being able to expand to other countries, neighbouring countries probably? Then slowly, I want to organize activities, exclusive to Singapore and all. And I want to bring them to Singapore to perform.

That's the extent of craziness. 

I didn't have such ideas when I fangirl 5566 (probably because they were close enough~). But I have such crazy ideas until I wonder if I'm even normal now. *laughs* This is the first time ever, I have such a strong will in a thing. Like I really want to accomplish them. Before everything, my first step will be learning my Japanese well. And of course, all these, I need capital and also manpower? I'm not sure how should I plan this. As in, how much time should I give myself to accomplish such a task. But I want to do it. So much more than just going Japan, have some fun and come back Singapore doing nothing again. I want to do more than just that. 

And you know what? Yes, I should really give this a thought. And plan out something real. I have to master all these by myself. I learnt a little about it, but that's not that easy and same as all I've learnt in school. This is reality. Most importantly, I want to know how should I start off, and know who are the personnel I should look out for.

Before I plan for such a big thing, probably my Idea 1 is a stepping stone? I should try out doing Idea 1, see how much support I can get from this fandom. Somehow, I don't want to stop at being just a fan. I want to make a difference. I really want to. I know it isn't that easy, and it's crazy. But I want.

I know I can.

NEWS, would you help me in this?

Code Blue SP Flail

Ah~ I can't believe this, I'm watching it again! Or rather, I'm watching the series now. Again. *laughs* I love it! Yeah! I'm happy that JS is watching it now! I hope she likes it after watching the first episode! Hehe.

By the way, Pi has really improved his acting once again! That scene, when he called out to his baachan, and his baachan replied him. He really acted well! I really love how his eyes tear. I think, it has more feelings that the one in KUROSAGI. 

Oh my, I really love Pi~

Ganbatte Pi!!

You will grow more and overtake Kimuya Takura one day I believe! 

You have the potential!

^^

PART

If you recall the JE Countdown for 2008, you'll remember "PARK" which stands for Pi, Akanishi, Ryo and Kame. But now, I'm introducing a new term, "PART", which stands for Pi, Akanishi, Ryo, Toma.

I was reading the trans for Vanilla Kibun which Pi appeared on for Code Blue SP promotion. He was asked who are the clost friends of his in JE. And he answered Jin and Toma. I was seriously wondering why he did not mention Ryo. Then I just saw JS's LJ, and she asked about that too. I'm getting a little skeptical now.. Argh.. I hate this kind of things, where I worried for things that are none of my business. I even drew up a picture to try to clear my thoughts. She said, Jin acknowledged Pi and Ryo as his close friends~ So here comes the picture..

See? I felt so frustrated. *laughs* Because I thought Ryo wouldn't say Toma as his close friend, neither will Toma. But somehow, will Toma say Jin as close friend? I wonder. Probably not too. So you see, there are one sided "love".. Ahh.. I hate this~ Everyone, please be good friends!! By the way, I'm hoping for this now~ *laughs* Please wait while I draw it out~

So, I used the member's color in "color" album. Except that I mixed the colours up for Kei and Tego I think? Probably~ I forgot~ *laughs~* Sorry!! I'm not a good fangirl~ Anyway, my ideal relationship~ *laughs* Isn't the above obvious? Just harmony between NEWS is good enough for me! And a 2-way interaction between every member!! Yeah~ I hope for that day!!

"share" - NEWS

「辛いときは一緒に泣こう　楽しいときは共に笑おう（小山慶一郎）」

Random NEWS Fangirling~

I bought Pacific Concert DVD Taiwan/Hong Kong Press LE with poster. I crushed the poster!!!!!!!!!!!! I felt so sad!! (But thank goodness nobody's face was crushed!! It was just so nice that it was on the empty side!!) Moreover, I don't know why did I buy it, when what I wanted was RE, not LE. And, I wanted N.E.W.S LE, not Pacific LE. But.. It was such a good deal!! And it is LE!! I'm having a LE yeah~ I should feel happy~ *laughs*

I'm still thinking of what to do with it. I shall give it some thoughts~ Anyway, on the way home when I got my disc, I was flaunting it as much I could. *laughs* More of promoting I shall say, not really flaunting. Since I did not get a carrier for the things. So I held the disc right in front of myself, with the poster roll right beside it. I might have grabbed a few attentions, but too bad, the word "NEWS" was too small on the cover!! Shouldn't they emphasize that word?! Other than "Pacific" too~ *laughs*

And there was this song, Tian Bian. I was wondering for so long, as to which song it was. I thought TEPPEN, and TEPPEN meant something like "summit" in English, so I immediately eliminated the song away. Since Tian Bian means "The side of the sky" literally. And I'm thinking, just what is the correct word for "Tian Bian". I thought of "horizon", which I can't really translate into Chinese as well. Horizon is that line when the sun shines onto the earth, the line between the sea and the sky and the ground. Right? But anyway, yes.. Tian Bian is TEPPEN. And it was so obvious because they sounded similar some more~ Failed NEWS fan~ Ahhhh..

And I'll be getting my concert goods soon!! Coming Sunday!! Then I shall have a dice strap! Then a hat pin! Than my precious files!! (I'm going to use them by the way~ *laughs*) And everything else!! I want to see them so so so much!! Yeah~

And I really miss NEWS. Once the concert tour ends (which is like today? If I didn't remember wrongly. Or probably tomorrow. Anyway, this week~), everyone will be back to their individual work and all, because NEWS does not have a common work except for singles promotion. I cry. I want a variety show or anything for NEWS!! Please!! I believe NEWS can do very well!! (Oh my, I'm smiling like a crazy person suddenly!!)

And oh! Today during work/project/in office/in lab, my songs were played, and they were songs from my older laptop. These songs are old.. Then there were Japanese drama songs too. Old old drama that kind. Then my colleague asked whose songs did those belong to. Then I replied they were mine. Then she commented that the songs were old~ *laughs* But I seriously love these songs!! Ok, out of point already.

Then she went on asking any recommendation for Japanese drama. I wonder if she was really asking for recommendation, or just trying to find a topic which I can engage in. But thanks to her, I was unusually happy and smiling like a mad person while cleaning up the equipment I was using for my project. Because...

I told her about Code Blue. About how the doctors fly to the patient to give first hand diagnosis, then having many interesting cases such as a person's hand was stuck to a machine and the doctor amputated it on the spot. (That was Pi by the way~^^) When I was washing the equipment, I suddenly thought of that scene, how Pi (Aizawa) could decide on that on the spot, and performing an amputation straight away. Seriously, it was amazing! And that was how I got hooked onto the drama, and completed the whole series within a day!!

Alright, I shall be off to watch my last N.E.W.S video and Code Blue SP!! (Just a glance through only, because I have to back up my com soon~ *cries*)

I Love NEWS!!

I Love Yamashita Tomohisa!!

I Love Pi!! (*oops* Repetition)

Yume no Kazu Dake Ai ga Umareru - NEWS

Yume no Kazu Dake Ai ga Umareru - NEWS

Sabaku no you na kono machi ni mo hana wa saiteru
Naiteru dake ja hajimaranai yo bokura no Story
Dakishimete yo hanasanaide koko ni hitotsu dake no inochi

Yume no kazu dake ai ga umarete
Kono hoshi wa mawatteru
Ashita wa kitto hitori janai yo
Unmei no itazura mo hanenokete susumunda
Yoake to tomo ni

Namae no nai kaze no merodi kokoro yureteru
Kotoba dake ja tsutaerarenai yo bokura no wishes
Mayowanai yo tsurai toki wa yume no pazuru atsume sora e

Ame no kazu dake namida nagarete
Hoshi wa mawari tsuzukeru
Sekai wa sotto peeji wo mekuri sora no iro wo kaeteku
Namida to tomo ni

Arasoi ya itami wa kesshite nakunari wa shinai kedo
Harenai sora wa nai daro dakara nakanaide

Ame ga agareba nana iro no michi
Sora wo kake nukete yuku
Kokoro ga hotto sunao ni nareru
Kaeru beki basho ga aru

Yume no kazu dake ai ga umarete
Kono hoshi wa mawatteru
Ashita wa kitto hitori janai yo
Unmei no itazura mo hanenokete susumunda
Yoake to tomo ni

As Much Love as there are Dreams Will be Born - NEWS

A flower is blooming in this desert-like town
Our story won’t begin if we just stand around crying
Embrace it, don’t let go, there is only one life here

As much love as there are dreams will be born
This planet keeps turning
You definitely won’t be alone tomorrow
Push aside the bad twists of fate and move on
Together with the dawn

A nameless melody of the wind makes our hearts sway
Our wishes can’t just be expressed in words
Don’t feel confused, when it’s tough, gather the pieces of the puzzle and head to the skies

Cry as many tears as there is rain
This planet keeps turning
The world gently turns the page and the sky changes color
Together with the tears

I’m sure that fighting and pain won’t all be gone
But there is no sky that won’t clear, so don’t cry
After the rain stops, there is the path of a rainbow, it runs through the sky
It makes you heart and feelings pure
There is a place you should return to

As much love as there are dreams will be born
This planet keeps turning
You definitely won’t be alone tomorrow
Push aside the bad twists of fate and move on
Together with the dawn

夢の数だけ愛が生まれる - NEWS

砂漠の様なこの街にも花は咲いてる
泣いてるだけじゃ始まらないよ　ぼくらのSTORY
抱き締めてよ離さないで　ここに一つだけの生命(いのち)

夢の数だけ愛が生まれて
この地球(ほし)は回ってる
明日はきっと1人じゃないよ
運命のいたずらも　はねのけて　進むんだ
夜明けと共に

名前のない風のメロディ　心揺れてる
言葉だけじゃ伝えられないよ　ぼくらのWishes
迷わないよ辛い時は夢のパズル集め空へ

雨の数だけ涙流れて
地球(ほし)は回り続ける
世界はそっとページをめくり　空の色を変えてく
涙と共に

争いや痛みは決してなくなりはしないけど
晴れない空はないだろ　だから泣かないで

雨が上がれば七色の道　空を駆け抜けてゆく
心がほつと素直になれる還るべき場所がある

夢の数だけ愛が生まれて
この地球(ほし)は回ってる
明日はきっと1人じゃないよ
運命のいたずらも　はねのけて　進むんだ
夜明けと共に
~ goro_chan@Livejournal

If DREAMS is a song for ourselves, then "Yume" is a song for everyone. DREAMS is a song which spurs everyone on, choosing the route that you want and believing in yourself. Yume on the other hand is saying how the world will be, and how a better world come it become. Or probably not, *laughs* I'm thinking too much~ *reads the translations* 

Ok, this is a song for ourselves too~ *laughs* But it spurs you on didn't it? The lyrics are so positive! I love these songs~ *laughs* But to be frank, I didn't really love this song right from the start. And also, I didn't really love the song as much as I love the interlude.

The interlude really touched me very very much, but somehow the singing/melody was still ok for me. I should submerge myself more into this song~!!!! Hahaha.. 

Did you know? The interlude of Yume made me buy N.E.W.S DVD without any hesitation. I was browsing some blog (nomanymore's~) and her playlist played Yume. Then suddenly, I was almost tearing, and I ordered the DVD from amazon immediately~ *laughs* I shouldn't have listened to this song in the first place!!

So, I really love this lyrics, and was touched by the lyrics~ (But I did not cry while singing like what I did for DREAMS.) I found the lyrics and all during the same night I did for Best Friend!! Oh my, I really love NEWS!!

Songs which I'm considering to fangirl next:

Yamashita Tomohisa

• Daite SENORITA
  
• Time
  
• Himawari
  
• GOMEN NE JULIET
  
• KARAFURU
  

TEGOMASU

• AI AI Gasa
  
• Sunadokei
  
• Hajimete no Asa
  
• Boku ga POCCHI dattara
  
• KISSU ~Kaerimichi no LOVE SONG~
  

NEWS

• Kibou ~YELL~
  
• share (!!!!!!)
  
• weeeek
  
• Hoshi wo Mezashite
  
• Akai Hana
  
• Boom! Boom! POWER
  
• Taiyou no NAMIDA
  
• Utsukushisugite Beautiful Eyes
  
• Lady Spider
  
• BAMBINA
  
• SUMMER TIME
  
• Baby! Be My Baby!
  
• EASY COME, EASY GO
  
• Push On!
  
• GAN GAN GANBATTE
  
• Party Time
  
• ZUTTO (??)
  
• CHERISH ~Ryoji remix~
  
• Ai no MATADOR
  
• TEPPEN
  
• Change the World
  
• Kimi Omou Yoru
  
• Mafuyu no Nagareboshi
  
• STARDUST
  
• Forever
  
• KESENAI
  
• Minna ga Iru Sekai wo Hitotsu ni Ai wo Motto Give & Take Shimashou
  
• Smile Maker
  
• Towairo no Koi

So the above are the songs which I'll slowly post~ *laughs* So many, I can take weeks or even months to do them out!

DREAMS - NEWS

First, the above is a clip which I've watched, and cried like hell. Because of stupid Kei who was crying, and Shige who was a little almost going to cry~ *laughs* I don't know how to express that in English. Oh my, my English is dying soon~ *laughs*

哽咽

Yeah, I love Chinese~ (Eh?!?! Isn't that supposed to be NEWS instead?! *laughs*)

Dreams - NEWS

Naze namida afureru no?
Kotoba dewa ienai toki
Me no mae ni yume ga aru
Mada dare mo shiranai yume ga
Tsuyoku ikinakute wa ikenai yo ne
Susumu beki michi wa jibun de

Sou sa jibun no ishi de kimereba ii
Aishiteru
Me wo sora shitari sezuni
Ieru you ni

Naze egao koboreru no?
Kimi no koto miteru dake de
Ima sugu ni shiri takute
Todokisou de todokanakute
Yasashiku nareru nowa tsuyoi kokoro

Susumu beki michi wa jibun de
Sou sa mune nit e wo ate furimukazuni
Aishiteru
Sukitouru sora no you ni
Ieru you ni

Wakiokoru kono omoi
Itsu no hi nimo boku wo sasaeru
I REALIZE I FEEL DREAMS

Susumu beki michi wa jibun de
Sou sa jibun no ishi de kimereba ii
Aishiteru
Me wo sora shitari sezuni
Ieru you ni


Dreams - NEWS

Why do my tears spill over?
The times when I can’t say a word
I have a dream right in front of me
A dream that no one knows about yet
It takes strength to live, doesn't it?

The path which we should continue down
Yes, we ought to decide on that path ourselves
I love you
Without turning my eyes away
I will be able to say that

Why do smiles overflow?
Just from looking at you
I want to get to know you right away
It’s like I can send this to you, but I won’t
What becomes gentle is my strong heart
The path which we should continue down
Yes, we should put our hands on our chests and not look back
I love you
As transparent as the sky
I will be able to say that

These emotions which rise up within me
Some days they will seem to support me
I realize I feel dreams

The path which we should continue down
Yes, we ought to decide on that path ourselves
I love you
Without turning my eyes away
I will be able to say that


Dreams - NEWS

なぜ 涙 あふれるの?
言葉では 言えない時
目の前に 夢がある
まだ誰も知らない夢が
強く 生きなくては いけないよね

進むべき 道は 自分で
そうさ 自分の意志で 決めればいい
愛してる
目をそらしたりせずに
言えるように

なぜ 笑顔こぼれるの?
君のこと見てるだけで
今すぐに 知りたくて
届きそうで 届かなくて
優しく なれるのは 強い心

進むべき 道は 自分で
そうさ 胸に手を当て振り向かずに
愛してる
透き通る空のように
言えるように

湧き起こる この思い
いつの日にも僕を支える
I realize I feel dreams

進むべき 道は 自分で
そうさ 自分の意志で決めればいい
愛してる
目をそらしたりせずに
言えるように
~ goro_chan@Livejournal

I really love the lyrics, and I was touched by both NEWS and the lyrics during the performance!! I remembered the first time I watched the DVD, I only focused on Pi. I can't believe that, because I was missing out so so so much on the rest!! Thank goodness I'm a NEWS FAN now, not a Pi-Only. But I'm PB, Pi-BIASED~ *laughs* But I love NEWS!!! Yeah~ NEWS S.A.I.K.O.U SAIKOU! (I love this whole phrase, but I doubt anyone remembers this, and even Pi himself might have forgotten this! I shall do make an uchiwa on that!!^^ Yeah!!) And if I see that uchiwa anywhere, I'll know that YOU copied my idea! *laughs* Kidding~

So, I love DREAMS~ And after taking Japanese lessons, I understood the lyrics more even without the help of the translations. I really love the chorus~ By the way, when I was watching the DVD, I noticed that Pi did not sing "aishiteru~" and I even asked how come he wasn't singing! *laughs* I think I may not be able to notice that, since I'm more NEWS-focused than Pi-focused~ *laughs*

Best Friend - NEWS

Ｂｅｓｔ　Ｆｒｉｅｎｄ - NEWS

くだらないコトで　盛り上がり

気がつけば朝まで　笑いあった

Kudaranai koto de moriagari

Ki ga tsukeba asa made waraiatta

We'd get all excited over trivial things

And before we'd realise, we'd laughed till morning

大人になったはずなのに　何も変わってないね

Otona ni natta hazu na no ni nani mo kawattenai ne

We're supposed to be adults now, but nothing has changed has it

You are my Best Friend

照れくさいから　ありがとうなんか言えない

特別な場所じゃないけど　ずっとここにいたいんだ

You are my Best Friend

Terekusai kara arigatou nanka ienai

Tokubetsu na basho ja nai kedo zutto koko ni itai n da

You are my Best Friend

It's embarrassing so somehow I can't say "thank you"

It's no special place but I want to always be here

僕らの育った街並みは

あの頃とは違う　姿になったね

Bokura no sodatta machinami wa

Ano goro to wa chigau sugata ni natte ne

The street that we grew up on

Has changed since those days hasn't it

めぐり来る季節超えても　君は変わらないで

Meguri kuru kisetsu koete mo kimi wa kawaranai de

Even as the seasons pass, you musn't change

You are my Best Friend

些細なことで　たまにはケンカもするさ

ぶつけ合った気持ちの数だけ　分かり合える

You are my Best Friend

Sasai na koto de tama ni wa kenka mo suru sa

Butsuke atta kimochi no kazu dake wakariaeru

You are my Best Friend

We occasionally have fights over little things

We understand each other from the feelings we have each time we interact

この先も　声に出すことはないと思うけど

本当は　君といる時が１番　心が温かいよ

Kono saki mo koe ni dasu koto wa nai to omou kedo

Hontou wa kimi to iru toki ga ichiban kokoro ga atatakai yo

Even before, I don't think I've ever said it out loud

But the truth is, when I'm with you my heart feels the warmest

You are my Best Friend

照れくさいから　ありがとうなんか言えない

特別な場所じゃないけど　ここにいたいんだ

You are my Best Friend

Terekusai kara arigatou nanka ienai

Tokubetsu na basho ja nai kedo koko ni itai n da

You are my Best Friend

It's embarrassing so somehow I can't say "thank you"

It's no special place but I want to be here

You are my Best Friend

どんな時だって　僕たちはひとりじゃないさ

何気ない優しさをくれる　君だけに　ありがとう

You are my Best Friend

Donna toki datte bokutachi wa hitori ja nai sa

Nanigenai yasashisa wo kureru kimi dake ni arigatou

You are my Best Friend

No matter the time, we're never alone

Just to the you that treats me with such casual affection: "thank you"

~ saladesu@LJ

I posted this before, and I'm going to post again! Because I'm going to fangirl another 2 songs of NEWS later!! I really love this song! I think that NEWS really lifts my spirits whenever I'm feeling down! I think I should do a daily song post, and describe what I felt from the song and all! I hope I can find lyrics to the songs that I'm going to post! And of course, I'll be posting the songs as well, as in the player. So I'll need lots of effort for this! *laughs*

I shall continue on with another 2 songs which I was already planning to post! Yeah! I love NEWS!!

Code Blue SP

 You know? I think I'm really a fangirling fanatic or something~ *laughs* I think I'm starting to enjoy this kind of solitude fangirling, being able to fangirl to the MAX without worrying about being annoying to the rest~ Yeah~ I love the freedom here. And if anyone wants to fangirl with me in such craziness, let me know? *laughs*

So on Saturday, I watched Code Blue SP!! Well, I already flailed about VS Arashi!! But I have not for Code Blue yet!! I'm now trying to get the SP file and most probably will watch it again! Then with subs again! Then again! And again! *laughs* Not really, just kidding~ If I watched that many times I'll eventually be able to memorise their lines~ *laughs*

So on Saturday night, I watched! And halfway through the show, I realised I had nowhere to vent my emotions on, I opened a notepad and typed all my emotions there! So I shall paste them here!! Spoilers ahead by the way~

2046

code blue is amazing! I admit I can't understand a single bit, but the emotions are so strong from the drama!! Oh my.. I finally understood why the phones were ringing!! And I was touched by the fact of it. As well as, tearing~ Ahhhh.. Those calls were from the loved ones. Because the news was broadcasted over the radio, so everyone was calling to check if they were safe.

The number was the time, SG time by the way~ That part was awesome! And by the way, I typed all these only during the commercial time~ *laughs* I think this was the part which touched me so so so much. Even the "baachan~ Kousaku~" part didn't touch me as much~ Oh my, I love Code Blue!!!!! (Oh my, don't tell me I'm loving Code Blue more than KUROSAGI!?!?!?)

2105

I'm speechless.. I really exclaimed so much when I saw Hiyama under the train!! Oh my! No one has noticed that yet!! And Fujikawa, he can do it!!!!! I know he will be able to do it! Kuroda sensei came back!!! Oh my~!! And Pi.. Pi.. Aizawa.. Oh my, he took the drill from the rescue team to operate on the child!!! Ganbatte!!

I didn't know what was happening~ I thought the kid was already dead or something, till I saw this part, and I got so impressed by Aizawa!! But frankly, it is the scriptwriter I should be impressed of~ *laughs* And I remembered the scene where Hiyama was hurt!! It was so sudden!! I really got a shock!! Thank goodness hiyama was alright at the end of the drama SP. Then Fujikawa!! He really impressed me too! However, his scene wasn't that.. I don't know.. It didn't really touch me or something. Probably it did, but I can't remember how I felt~ But of course, I felt nervous!!

2117

Why!!!!! Only until now then they found out about Hiyama!!!! Oh my~~ I hope they can revive her!!! Please!!! "Ima naite mo ii desu ka" I hope this is not something bad!!! I know Aizawa can do it!! Because he is Aizawa, and he is saving Hiyama!! I hope it starts soon!! Lesser CM please!

This was the part I went bonkers or something~ *laughs* I was hoping for more Aizawa-saving-Hiyama actions, seriously. In fact, I was hoping for a Aizawa-and-Fujikawa-and-Shiraishi-saving-Hiyama action. But it was only Kuroda sensei and Aizawa. Not that it was disappointing or something. But I just hope for something more and longer. Somehow, it felt like they didn't address the whole problem? But of course, Hiyama had to be sent back to the hospital like IMMEDIATELY, so I understand why they only stayed there for such a short time. Her condition was critical too~

2128

"mou naite mo ii desu ka" - Shiraishi giving up on a patient because sending him on the heli won't help in time.....

Can't remember when I wrote this, seems like when the drama was still airing. So I remembered the line wrongly~ *laughs* And I finally understood what happened to Shiraishi. I think, it isn't that easy to make such a decision. In fact, it is hard. Because there are lives on your hand. I respect her. But of course *touchwood* it was to happen to me, I would be frustrated as well if she was to let another patient go ahead.

2137

so she gave the vacancy to another patient.. hiyama~~~~~~~~

Continuation of my previous paragraph actually~ And I was worried for Hiyama~ Wow, so much for fangirling right? In the end I was caring more for the characters than doing things like "Pi looks so man! Pi looks so kakkouii! Pi looks so serious! *blah blah*". I wonder too~ *laughs* That's the power of a good drama series probably? I hope Pi can get better scripts, and expand his acting abilities~ I don't know if I'm saying these correctly, I can express better in Chinese for this line~ *laughs*

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koukai - hou hui?

Lastly, Pi said this line. And finally I knew how to say "regret", it is "koukai". You know? Even listening to "KESENAI" for N times I was still not able to get how it was being pronounced. Koukai. "Kimi no koe ni Kotaerarenakatta koukai to wo" Don't know correct or not, since I'm not listening to the song or looking at the lyrics at this moment. Chotto, just let me check~ Ok, no "wo" in the line. It is "Kimi no koe ni Kotaerarenakatta koukai to".

Overall, I love Code Blue! I'm so happy that Pi acted in this show! Of course, if it was by other actors I will also love this drama, but I wouldn't have the motivation to even start the first episode~ So, I LOVE YAMASHITA TOMOHISA!! *laughs*

By the way, I want to watch "Rescue" too! With Massu~ Hehehe. Too bad it is a TBS production. I was thinking, if only there was a collaboration between Code Blue and Rescue. Because Pi called for the rescue team so many times during the whole Code Blue drama and SP!!! Oh my, I think I love this kind of hero shows~ *laughs*

Yeah! I shall wait for subs! And post more fangirling which I was thinking of posting at first!

VS Arashi!!

I just finished watching Pi's part!!! Oh my goodness!! I can't believe I'm so attracted by Pi!!! I'm so happy that Pi got 200!!!!!!!! I was exclaiming the moment I saw Pi!! Then after that, when Pi was on the falling pipes stage, I felt so nervous!!! My heart was really pumping hard!!! Beating hard!!! Oh I LOVE PI SO MUCH!!!!

Pi was smiling so so so so so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel so so so so so proud of him!!!!!!!! Now I can't wait for Code Blue SP!!! 

Yamashita Tomohisa - addiction

Fandom History

Well, I realised I have never properly accounted how I got to know NEWS and all, and I want to sort of "research" on why I fell for them instead of probably other JE groups. *laughs* So, here comes my account!

It was during 2007 (that was a long time ago, since it's already 2009 now!), I was on my craze for manga and slight craze for anime. By the way, I realised 2007 was too long ago~ So scary!! I remember reading "Lovely Complex" (LC) and loving it so much. Then I happened to find its movie!! I sort of knew there was a movie, but never had I searched for it. So I found it and was in the craze of LC. Slowly following that, LC came out with anime series, and of course, I followed the anime as well. That time I was stalking Gendou daily so that I could get the download of LC subbed episodes weekly.

But of course, I remembered knowing about the movie then the anime, and Teppei Koike acted in the movie as Otani!! He is so cute! Teppei~  Anyway, so I introduced LC to my friends, namely su and YX~ Hehe. Both of them like Teppei~ Hehe, and turned out that the photo which YX bought a year or so ago was Teppei~ *laughs* Then su went on to Teppei craze, and watched a couple of drama starring him. After which, she went on to Jdrama (previously she was in Kdrama), and watch more drama~ 

That was the time when we were looking through chinese magazines and su would always tell me about this person from JE, that person from JE. Being too "mountain tortoise", I only knew SMAP, Kinki Kids then. Probably hearing names like "KAT-TUN" and "NEWS" before, but never knowing who they were. Except for "TEGOMASS", because they sang the opening and ending theme for LC anime. And that was the time when su continue to spam me with so much JE and Pi~ *laughs*

Then I remembered it was during May probably, su made me memorise the song "Love Song" by Pi and even wanted me to sing with her. Well, I sort of like the song probably, but wasn't able to fangirl with her or something. I didn't know the proper way of fangirling probably. I was feeling embarrassed when I felt that the song was nice, the guy was nice looking and so. Then she forced me to watch Nobuta wo PRODUCE, finally.

We rented the VCD from Tenchi some more~ *laughs* But I was totally uninterested in the drama. Right from the start, Kame showed up right? Followed by Pi, then Maki~ If I did not remember wrongly~ I think su's main focus then was Pi too~ Less of Kame. Or probably, it was Yuto~ *laughs* So there was this "Akira" person doing all the "KonKon\o/" and "Nobuta power chuunyu" and other crazy stuffs. So crazy that I felt embarrassed watching~ *laughs* But su loved to do it so much~ Not now probably, but very much then~

That was the first time I ever know about Pi I shall say. And see a moving Pi~ *laughs* Moreover, I was reluctant to even say the name "YamaP" because I find it so strange and embarrassing and all~ *laughs* And look what I'm calling him now? "Pi" Where had all the embarrassment gone? *laughs* I'm a fangirl graduate. 

Slowly, su made me watch more things of Pi. And I finished NwP with the "help" of su too~ *laughs* Anyway, NwP is still not my favourite, even though Pi acted in it as well~ Never mind about this first~ su kept telling me about things like Tego singing "Love Song" and Pi came out from the back and sang with him and stuff~ By the way, at that point of time, all I could recognize in NEWS was Pi and Tego, and Massu at times. As well as, I usually identify Tego in TEGOMASS instead of Massu~ Now I regret it~ *laughs* I love both of them!! TEGOMASS! Heheh..

I remember I was in a Japanese song craze that time as well, so I went around searching for songs~ In fact, I was looking for SMAP songs, not NEWS. But I happened to come across a song, "CHERISH". Too bad, I didn't like the song after listening to it. So I left it in my song folder and that was it. Then somehow, I forgot what happened, I was reading out a song title of Pi to su, and it was "Daite SENORITA". su told me she didn't like that song. But I forgot how she described the song. Anyway, she introduced "Himawari" to me, and also "Love Song". As well as WaT songs. And she transferred me so many Japanese songs if I didn't remember wrongly~ Hehe. Most of them WaT, because I like Teppei~ 

Then there was this day, I finally got persuaded by su.. Or rather, I just felt that I might want to try the "Love Song" clip which she said had Pi appearing at the back. However, I wasn't able to find the clip, and meanwhile she gave me some other clips to watch. Then I happened to come across "Daite SENORITA", which was the performance during "Best Artist 2006" I assumed. I shall check that video out later again~

It was the clip where Pi performed DS, and taught some of the hosts there to dance. And what got me addicted, was the "tsk ahh" in the song. I told you I have fetish for Pi's voice~ *laughs* His voice is drug to me. 

Shall cont later~ VS. Arashi is starting!

Official Fangirl Blog

I'm so happy that I'm having an official blog for fangirling alone!! So far, I'm not going to fangirl anything because the best has yet to come! *laughs*

Tomorrow will be the airing of "Code Blue SP"!! I can't wait to watch it! And all the promotions that Pi is going to attend! As well as, tomorrow I'll be getting my Pacific LE HK press. I don't know why am I buying that for. But anyway, since it's LE, why not? *laughs* And I'm going to get a poster!^^ How I hope it will be the RE version~

By the way, I want N.E.W.S LE Japan Press!! I almost cried when I found out that someone bought it before I did. I shouldn't have waited that long. It is the last piece, to recover my full collection again~ It was a brand new copy too! I don't mind the money, since it was brand new. Now even by saying this, I feel a little upset. I didn't know NEWS could affect my mood so much. I should go back to my fangirling of NEWS~

But not much fangirling now, I'm not even listening to "share" as a matter of fact. I think I'm getting a little tired from the work today. I can't fangirl properly.

By the way, I feel a little down that I can only fangirl here. Because somehow, I'm afraid that people might get turned off by my fangirling. Oh! Just now passed JL her Cawaii mag with Ayumi on cover, and the page after the cover page was Happy Bath Day ad. She gave me a shock and I let out a scream. I wouldn't have screamed if not for the shock!!

Also, you know, I accompanied su to cut her hair yesterday, and she noticed the hair book with Tego on cover!! I can't believe I didn't see that!! (But I didn't even bother looking at the shelves~ *laughs*) And I found Pi in it too!! But I did not scream or anything, isn't that good? At least I'm able to contain myself~ *laughs*

I should just fangirl here~ Alright?

I LOVE NEWS

I LOVE YAMASHITA TOMOHISA

I LOVE KATO SHIGEAKI

I LOVE MASUDA TAKAHISA

I LOVE KOYAMA KEIICHIROU

I LOVE NISHIKIDO RYO

I LOVE TEGOSHI YUYA

I LOVE NEWS