Naita koto

Just want to write down what happened a while ago. I was listening to some songs on my computer, and I chanced upon several K8 songs, and I fell in love with them! So I went to check out more songs and albums to download. And while listening to these songs, I went on to read the information on wiki about K8. Then I changed the song to Cyndi's song, bu ku. In the end I found myself crying suddenly when I read about how K8 was formed. Then about Uchi leaving, about Ryo leaving NEWS. Then I found myself crying very badly. Then I moved on to NEWS. Again I was crying. Then I moved on to Yamashita Tomohisa. Finally I wasn't crying anymore. But I don't even know why I cried. I just felt the sadness, probably the song also affected my emotions. So just want to note down this sad moment I felt just now. NEWS. I was thinking. Will the members feel lonely, sad or even show these feelings when they perform together again. As 4 members. I wonder will Pi also feel the sadness or others when they see the 4 of them performing again. Not to mention, when I read their feelings on Duet and Wink Up. I think it was Wink Up which has the best information of Pi, but Duet has the best of the members. So I was really touched by Massu's message. Very much, because he loves all the releases of NEWS thus far and therefore he wants to protect them and continue them on. I really love it. Then Kei also addressed something similar. But most importantly, they are the two who showed concern for the other two. So I was thinking, when NEWS have their next concert, I want to be there. I want to be there in the first concert as much as possible. To see how they shine. To find that little hint of sadness if any. I really want to feel some.. I don't know. I guess I'm the only one who can't seem to get over this. So that's all.