More thoughts

I promised myself that I will get a post done today regarding my new thoughts. I probably have these thoughts right from the start, but I only got to clear them and understand again yesterday. I wonder why...

Anyway, I kept on mentioning why I didn't blame Pi and all for leaving NEWS. And my final thought was that, he probably wanted to stay in NEWS too. I don't think it is that easy for someone to leave a place that he had stayed with for 8 years. It's just that he tried. He tried for 3 years, to balance his solo and group activities. He wants to do solo activities. But of course he had wanted to maintain his group activities as well. However, he wasn't able to do so. When he was doing his solo, he has caused his members to suffer due to the long wait. That was why he decided to go solo.

It was not that he didn't keep to his promise. It was because he had to choose between either. Knowing that he can't give up solo, he can't be selfish and keep the group waiting for him. That's why he chose solo instead. Why didn't I understand all these? Actually I did. Because if I didn't I won't be his fan till now isn't it?

Anyway, about that quarrel with him and Ryo. I bet it wasn't as fired up as what someone might have described. I think it must have been an argument or something, but definitely Pi knew that he had those plans coming, so once again he couldn't continue to drag the group on. Whatever it is, I understand that during that time, he already had the idea of going solo.

So as for NEWS, the members understand. They also understand that they can't keep on waiting for Pi. That's why they have settled for 4 and finally moved on.

I was so glad that during the concerts recently, they still bring in Pi and Ryo. I have a wish now. I really hope that for their anniversary next year, they will still invite RyoPi despite their departure. And please let them perform together. Of course even after that performance, they will still part their ways, but at least, give the fans a last 6P moment. I was imagining that Pi might even become teary.

So during the concert yesterday, Shige mentioned about Ryo treating them Gyuutan or being obsessed of Gyuutan dishes in sendai. Shige also mentioned before about Pi praising him for releasing P&G. I never knew about this comment. I didn't know. And even now, I feel like crying recalling all these. And when Tego was talking how he is Picasso, everyone started giving him nicknames resulting in pi-chan. And when pi-chan appeared, Shige just continued with comments about ryo and that gyuutan. Which really makes people feel that he was probably the one that couldn't bear with the departure the most. Ah! I have to start work yet I feel like crying again! Can I?

Ok I can't.

So now I shall end.

Hopefully tonight I can continue on another post or something~