Utsu con

Listening to my recording now, of Utsu Con. :) Had some tears flowing when I listened to the previews on JEHP of NEWS Best just now. So I've decided to move on to NEWS recording first, and thus this post. Well, still it's setsunai for me. I still have not moved on. I'm very sure. I get excited for Chankapaana, and even got excited for the cm on JEHP just now. But seeing 4P NEWS is still strange for me. They have shed enough tears, I have too. I wonder how will this recording lead me on.

I didn't listen clearly when I was at the concert. Now I shall give it a thorough listening. To be frank I'm still very concerned about Pi's parts in the songs. Yes I know Ryo left too, but still.. I hate it when they wiped Pi's existence in NEWS. I'm not sure if NEWS really did it. It seems like yes they still appreciated Pi's existence before, but they don't really want to acknowledge that now. I don't know. There's this person who brought an uchiwa to Pi's con which wrote "Please do not forget about NEWS" which Pi nodded very hard to. I thought it should be another way around. They should ask NEWS to not forget about Pi's existence. The fact that Pi is probably the one in most fault, that he was probably the one abandoning the group, but no. I don't like it when Pi has to bear everything when he had a hard time too.

So it started with Chankapaana, NEWS Nippon while they flew on the strings.

So Massu and Kei sang Pi's first verse in weeeek, followed by Tego singing Ryo's. Tego sang Ryo's second verse in weeeek too. And I hate it when they omitted Pi's "ikimasu yeah". Tego, Massu, Shige in that RyoPi bridge of weeeek.

Shige's singing Ryo's opening of Happy Birthday. Kei's singing Pi's verse. Tego sang the bridge on his own. However when "rai nen mo" came, he did not sing. It is either he wanted to continue his (shige just sang ryo's kimi no happy birthday, .." dragging of voice in his previous part, or he just forgot. Or he thought Pi was there.

Massu with Ryo's part in fighting man. Tego's Pi. Kei sounded lipsync seriously. Massu with Tego. But I prefer Ryo!!!! Tego's Pi again in bridge of Fighting man. They left out Pi's "mou saishokyuu no fighting man".

You tachi, omatase~

Tego's ryo in koi no abo. Shige's Pi... Massu's "subete wo sarake dashite" of Pi.. I don't know how this post is going to turn out to be. But I don't really care now. *laughs*

Funky time!!! But I love Pi's part here... And I love this dance so much in LIVE3. Tego.. He practically finished that whole long verse. I don't know if it has got to do with the sound system, but they all sounded very weak. Like not as loud as 6P...

Koi gokoro~ Beach Angel! Mizu!!!! *laughs* kei said "minna nurechau~!" *laughs* Strange, I thought I did mention they didn't perform a certain song, and I thought it was Beach Angel?? Dear. STM. Anyway I remembered Koi Yake very much. Oh~ Eh?

Summer Time... Shige's Ryo.. Kei's Pi. Yabai. I took it in so naturally that I almost didn't notice that was Pi's part. Partially I thought it was because Kei was as heta as Pi. *laughs* So I didn't notice the difference. Tego's Pi.. Massu's Ryo..

Then the video came... *laughs* All the Prince Koyama, Prince Masuda, Prince Kato and Prince Tegoshi. Curry rice. *laughs* Tonari de iru... Akai hana~ Let's go to the planets~ *laughs*

Alright, the cute aeroplanes appeared. I forgot what happened, but Kei said "abunai yo".. I think they were turning and almost hit one another.. Kare rice!! Shige's ryo? Right? kei's pi..

Tonari ni iru dake de, I think they focused on the wrong person. Shld be Massu but they showed Shige. *laughs* Massu's singing Pi's climax..

Akai hana, massu slipped. Tego sang Pi's opening. Kei highly lipsynced. Tego's pi again~ Minna together for Pi's bridge.. Tego singing Ryo's..

Hoshi wo mezashite.. Kei chan.. Singing Pi's part.. There wasn't "yukou" for Pi.. Dreams.. Shige's singing ryo~ Right? Tego's pi~ Then a marching band was performing on the main stage. Getting ready for Kibou Yell. Tego, massu, tegomass for Pi's opening. Tego singing Pi's verse. Koyashige for Ryo. (By the way, I was so happy Pi chose to sing Kibou Yell in his con.) And it changed to Kirameki no Kanata he. Sayaendou~! Back to Kibou Yell~

Hadashi no cinderella boy~ Teppen! Kei's here! Following his dance steps! Kei's Pi.. Massu sang ryo's too. Alright.. MC~ Actually I planned to listen to the touching part. But I'm feeling a little tired liao. Plus my ears are painful too.

Finished MC.. And I totally forgot to continue this. Now is Endless Summer, after Addict and vampire. Tego singing Ryo's part.. Everyone singing Pi's chorus. Massu Kei? Tego Kei? Tego kei.. Massu Shige? Massu shige. But it was so saddening. Once it was 6 members. And I remembered (Tego's singing now. He sang Pi's part.) that dance right after it, with 6P, with their lights shining over them onto the balloons.

"Share". Really. It stirs up emotions doesn't it? Shige's singing Ryo's then Tego's doing the last 2 lines. Massu... Kei's singing Pi's.. Shige too.. *cries* Crying hard..

Izanaizuki. Massu's doing the opening. Massu's singing Pi's verse. I suddenly felt like crying because I could remember the scenes in N.E.W.S. But Shige's "kuchizuke wo" is really something big. *laughs* I really miss the 6P NEWS...

Cherish. Kei and massu? Shige tego.. 4P singing 1 verse of Pi.. Ok.. Slowly I feel that they are respecting Pi.. *laughs* And Massu went for his solo preparation. After peek-a-boo it was starry. Lip sync as usual. But it was a ballad!! If only it wasn't lip sync.

Shige singing Pi's part in Bambina. Somehow Massu's mic wasn't working or what. Shige again singing Ryo's? No it was Massu. Yup.. Anyway what tego wore was said to be hard gay by me. *laughs* But they were hot. Really. Some of the times, I really thought, if Pi was still in NEWS, I could see these performances of him too, and not watch from previous cons. Bambina was from Diamond con. But on the other hand, if Pi was really still in NEWS, will there even be this concert? Or will these songs still get included? Will it be another new album instead of a best album? Chankapaana will never be available.

Dancin' in the secret. But I didn't really get high by the head part. Yappari Pi jya nakya ikenai. Massu sang Pi's verse. Shige's Ryo second verse. And during the con, I can't help comparing with Pi's con. The solo songs are so Pi rashii. And the lightings. When the laser show came with Addict or Peek-a-boo I really thought so. Probably I wasn't at the arena, I couldn't see the laser clearly.

Akaku moyuru taiyou now. I don't understand what were all the screaming during Smile Maker. I think shige and kei came our side or something. I just listened because it's really nice. I know someone sang Pi's part, but it was ok. Shige if I wasn't wrong. Now.. 2/1300000000 no kiseki. I anyhow put the "0"s.. Hahah.. Hopefully it's correct. Shige sang Ryo's and messed up the lyrics. Tego sang Pi's in a really cute way~

Tego's talking. Want to listen to the part where he spoke of Pi again... Now's shige's part. Shige~!! "nakanaide" Massu..Massu's crying.. Kei chan~ I remember he said "yamashita" then changed to "yamapi". Just want to confirm that again. And hopefully I heard wrongly. Hearing their speeches. You really get to understand just how much they have to go through. And yes I understand who made they go through all these. Which is why when I look at NEWS, I felt the guilt. But even so, I still think I can't get used to them, yet. Something is missing. But I understand, they are also trying their best to protect what is left of NEWS. Why didn't I understand this before? No, I understood that all along. Which is why I'm still supporting them, because I also want to support what's remaining of NEWS. By the way, kei chan choked a little during Full Swing, and you can hear clearly when Tego sobbed. When I heard the part when kei chan asked us to shout their name, I cried. I can't believe how important "NEWS" has become of my life.

Encore, Sakura Girl. Massu followed by Shige.

What's wrong with loving the NEWS that has Pi? What's wrong with wanting Pi to be back to NEWS? Even now I'm thinking of 6P NEWS. I want to watch the 6P NEWS again.

NEWS Nippon. Tego... Shige, Kei..

NEWS has to move on without Pi and Ryo. By the way saw the latest video of K8 on Jnet, and Ryo looked so qiao cui. I don't know if he was overworked or what. But he really looked tired and all. I miss the Ryo in NEWS. I don't know if he really could relax with NEWS, but I thought he did look happy when he was in NEWS.

Chakapaana~ (and I guessed it right just before they performed) And during ad lib they did what they said in MC, furyo and all..

Anyway not going to think so much now. I'm tired from all the things. I will just support them whichever ways I can. But I can't deny the fact that I wasn't as high as when Pi was around. And during Pi con, after 3 shows, I got calmer. *laughs* But for NEWS, I remember I was high for all shows (except for the last as I was really tired) during LIVEx3. I went for 5 shows of NEWS. For Pi, it is always 4 huh? Like I can't exceed 4 shows. I could have gone for 6 shows for SBS!! But I didn't. But I was glad that I went for that 3rd show. :) Then for SGSB, I could only manage for 2 shows. But I got myself screened into the DVD.

Second encore, cute shige was amatteru~! "daite ii?" So cute! First he hugged Kei real tightly. Then he jumped a little on Tego. Then finally he took a small run before he jumped and hugged Massu real tightly.

weeeek!! (I remembered they sang Chankapaana 3 times, so I thought the second encore was also Chankapaana. I totally forgot about weeeek) And I thought they said Ikimasu~! Yes they did. I forgot who said it.

And back to my previous topic, EroP, I went for all 3 shows in Yokohama and fukuoka. Thank goodness for my last minute I was glad I went for Fukuoka. It was really a very corner seat, but I was very sure Pi saw my uchiwa. Although I still don't understand why he gave a sorry kind of look. Actually at first he wasn't looking at my side. But then suddenly he looked at my uchiwa, so I knew it was that moment. Then he had that sorry look, and he turned.

Shige and his "mou ikkai". *laughs* Chankapaana again~ By the way, there was one song, a camera man came to my side and started shooting my way. Did he take me down as well? I hope he did. And I hope I'll debut on NEWS dvd too. I had my debut in SGSB though. But it was all by chance. I wasn't even supposed to be there. I just happened to be caught. If only I got shot into Pi's EroP. But it was Yoyogi right? But it's alright. I got that moment of my life. Like a dream.

Alright, finally the concert is ending. I shall end too~ tsukareta~ *laughs* What's with this? I am not even attending the concert~ Just listening to it. *laughs*